Iwouldratherdie
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- Mar 31, 2020
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I don't think one person cares about me. I don't even think people are able to care about each other. Why does it have be like this. the ability to feel empathy and real love is so rare.
You're absolutely right. Its kind of heartbreaking. The world feels awfully cold and empty when you're sensetive and empathetic.the ability to feel empathy and real love is so rare.
I think this is normal. Don't be so hard on yourself.I do see it everywhere but a lot of it is also just me projecting my own evilness and selfishness unto other people. For example, I often don't trust a lot of people's good intentions or sentiments and always question their motives because I assume they're only acting nice for some benefit.
Sorry, I tend to do that a lot. Part of my desire to CTB is due to my own self loathing in that I often perceive myself as a separate entity that deserves to be killed due to the evil actions and desires I knowingly harbor. I can't help it sometimes except by playing it off casually.I think this is normal. Don't be so hard on yourself.