Discussion Happy LAST Birthday

[WornOutLife]

Thus, it has finally come, my last birthday....

I'm finally 33 years old. How do I feel? Well, the best adjective to describe it would be: STRANGE! SO FUCKING STRANGE!
I mean, I will CTB this year no matter what or end up in a psych ward forever and ever....

I can't believe I've managed to live in this world for more than 30 years at all. It's been really hard and the last 3 years, at least for me, have been hell.

I want to take advantage of this thread to thank you all for being so supportive with me. You're all amazing and I love this community.

(as you know, I was supposed to be dead or banned a few days ago, but I wasn't.)]

Anyway, thanks again! I'll try to provide as much advice as I can and help you out! After all, I love you because you really understand me.


Lots of hugs and love to you!!!

 

[stygal]

Happy birthday!

Hopefully you get to celebrate or spend the day in a way that brings you joy! We haven't talked yet but I really like your way of writing posts, your opinions and support.
Plus my birthday last year was although the last one ever as I'm planning on leaving this year no matter what - I feel you

 

[botanormal]

Happy birthday!! It must feel very strange to know that this will be your final one, but I do hope you'll be able to enjoy yourself today, because you deserve some time to relax. You're a wonderful member of this community, and we're all very lucky to have you here with us! I always love seeing you around, you are a very kind soul. I'll definitely be having a drink for you, so cheers!

 

[x~Sophia~x]

 

[Ghost2211]

Happy birthday! I hope you get to have an amazingly wonderful day filled with love. Glad we get to spend it with you.

 

[WaitingForTheBusInTh]

Happy birthday! Wow 33?! That's pretty impressive in my mind. I dont plan to make it to 25 haha. Good on you for holding out. Whether this truly is your last birthday or of birthdays wind up coming along later, I wish you the best

 

[NeverSatisfied]

Happy Birthday! I hope you enjoy today and find a way to celebrate yourself!

I'll definitely be having a drink for you, so cheers!

Great idea! I was planning on waiting until tomorrow to polish off my New Years stash but I'll have a shot tonight too. Cheers!

 

[Weary Soul]

Happy B-day.

 

[death137]

Hbd

 

[Isadeth]

Happy birthday!!! I hope it's one for the books :)

 

[Wakawaka]

happy birthday :)

 

[Ber0]

I hope you'll have an enjoyable day. Maybe listen to some favorite music, watch a fun movie, talk to people you like, sleep or drink :D. It's a lot of courage to die, IMO and I wish you peace in the future through whatever decision you choose. I hear you when you say it's been hard for you, but at least today you're still here with us and we're all in each other's company, not sure if you drink or not but I'll raise a drink for you today. Take it easy and happy birthday. :)

 

[the_phoenix_project]

Happy birthday! Whatever you decide this year I hope you can find peace.

 

[Amumu]

Hey HB. 33 you've been strong tbh.

 

[Sherri]

Happy Bday,33 are the new 23. You very young wornout. Hugs

 

[blackwidow92]

Happy birthday, I hope you enjoy your day whatever it is you'll be doing!

 

[BehindTheWall]

Happy birthday!

 

[Teal_Blue_Dreams]

Thus, it has finally come, my last birthday....

I'm finally 33 years old. How do I feel? Well, the best adjective to describe it would be: STRANGE! SO FUCKING STRANGE!
I mean, I will CTB this year no matter what or end up in a psych ward forever and ever....

I can't believe I've managed to live in this world for more than 30 years at all. It's been really hard and the last 3 years, at least for me, have been hell.

I want to take advantage of this thread to thank you all for being so supportive with me. You're all amazing and I love this community.

(as you know, I was supposed to be dead or banned a few days ago, but I wasn't.)]

Anyway, thanks again! I'll try to provide as much advice as I can and help you out! After all, I love you because you really understand me.


Lots of hugs and love to you!!!

Happy Birthday! Welcome back!

 

[Nitup]

Happy birthday ! Enjoy your day ! :)
Hope this year will be the one you'll find peace by recovery or by ctb but I just wich you to be in peace

 

[ovaltinee99]

Happy birthday! Thank you for being a positive addition to this space. You are a wonderful soul

Sending you lots and lots of hugs and love.

 

[312]

Happy birthday friend, I just hope you find your peace, regardless of the way

 

[WornOutLife]

@stygal

Thanks a lot for your comment! You're such a nice person!
It's true, we haven't talked that much but I enjoy seeing you around too! We should talk more often! =)

@botanormal

As usual, it's a pleasure to read your posts!
Thank you so much, bota chan! (May I call you like this? Sounds cute lol)
I'm having a terrible hangover but I'm feeling better now! Drank too much haha
Anyway, hope you're having a great day. Hugs and love.

@I'm fragile

Thanks a bunch! I like seeing you around!

@RoseyBird

Oh Rosey! Thanks a lot! You know, I always enjoy reading your comments. You're such a supportive soul. I really like you!

@WaitingForTheBusInTh

lol thank you so much, my friend. Yeah, I'm really 33. Feels so weird! You're so young! I kinda envy you haha. Anyway, hope your things are going great and if not, hope they will. Hugs!!

@NeverSatisfied

I hope you've drunk just like me! I'm having such a hangover lol.
Thanks a lot for your post!

@Weary Soul

Thanks a lot, dear! You know, our usernames are kinda similar. I'm a worn out life and you're a weary soul!

@death137

Hey death, sup!? It's nice to see you here. Thanks for wishing me a hbd!

@Isadeth

Oh you can't imagine how crazy last night was! I'm having the worst hangover ever but I still feel happy lol.
Thank you very much for your post. Send you lots of love and hugs.


@Wakawaka

Thanks Waka! I feel like listening to Shakira's song "waka waka" now lol

@Ber0

I really enjoyed reading your post, dear! Thank you so much!!! I did my best to have fun! I have like 7 hours of my birthday left but I've had enough! You can't imagine the hangover I'm having haha. I guess it feels good to forget about depression and ctb for a while.
Send you lots of love and hugs.

@the_phoenix_project

Hi my friend! Thanks a lot. I hope we can find peace!

@Amumu

Amumu! So great to see you here! Yes, these 33 years haven been so hard but still, here I am. Thanks a lot for your post. Hope you're having a nice day.

@Sherri

Look who's here! One of my fav member and friend from SS!!!
Thanks a lot again, Sherri. So, this is the new 23? Sounds cool!!

@blackwidow92

Hi! Thank you so much! I had lots of booze and was able to be happy for a while!

@BehindTheWall

Hey, thank you so much! (I really love Sponge Bob btw lol)

@Teal_Blue_Dreams

Hey dear, thank you very much for your comment! I'm glad to be back and see you here. Send you hugs and love.

@Nitup

Thanks a bunch! I really hope we can find peace and stop this suffering! Well, I actually could do it thanks to the alcohol last night lol

@ovaltinee99

Thank you!! You're a wonderful soul too! Your post made me happy :)

@312

Thanks a lot my friend. I hope we both can find peace too. (I love Naruto and Shikamaru btw ;) )

 

[Sherri]

@stygal

Thanks a lot for your comment! You're such a nice person!
It's true, we haven't talked that much but I enjoy seeing you around too! We should talk more often! =)

@botanormal

As usual, it's a pleasure to read your posts!
Thank you so much, bota chan! (May I call you like this? Sounds cute lol)
I'm having a terrible hangover but I'm feeling better now! Drank too much haha
Anyway, hope you're having a great day. Hugs and love.

@I'm fragile

Thanks a bunch! I like seeing you around!

@RoseyBird

Oh Rosey! Thanks a lot! You know, I always enjoy reading your comments. You're such a supportive soul. I really like you!

@WaitingForTheBusInTh

lol thank you so much, my friend. Yeah, I'm really 33. Feels so weird! You're so young! I kinda envy you haha. Anyway, hope your things are going great and if not, hope they will. Hugs!!

@NeverSatisfied

I hope you've drunk just like me! I'm having such a hangover lol.
Thanks a lot for your post!

@Weary Soul

Thanks a lot, dear! You know, our usernames are kinda similar. I'm a worn out life and you're a weary soul!

@death137

Hey death, sup!? It's nice to see you here. Thanks for wishing me a hbd!

@Isadeth

Oh you can't imagine how crazy last night was! I'm having the worst hangover ever but I still feel happy lol.
Thank you very much for your post. Send you lots of love and hugs.


@Wakawaka

Thanks Waka! I feel like listening to Shakira's song "waka waka" now lol

@Ber0

I really enjoyed reading your post, dear! Thank you so much!!! I did my best to have fun! I have like 7 hours of my birthday left but I've had enough! You can't imagine the hangover I'm having haha. I guess it feels good to forget about depression and ctb for a while.
Send you lots of love and hugs.

@the_phoenix_project

Hi my friend! Thanks a lot. I hope we can find peace!

@Amumu

Amumu! So great to see you here! Yes, these 33 years haven been so hard but still, here I am. Thanks a lot for your post. Hope you're having a nice day.

@Sherri

Look who's here! One of my fav member and friend from SS!!!
Thanks a lot again, Sherri. So, this is the new 23? Sounds cool!!

@blackwidow92

Hi! Thank you so much! I had lots of booze and was able to be happy for a while!

@BehindTheWall

Hey, thank you so much! (I really love Sponge Bob btw lol)

@Teal_Blue_Dreams

Hey dear, thank you very much for your comment! I'm glad to be back and see you here. Send you hugs and love.

@Nitup

Thanks a bunch! I really hope we can find peace and stop this suffering! Well, I actually could do it thanks to the alcohol last night lol

@ovaltinee99

Thank you!! You're a wonderful soul too! Your post made me happy :)

@312

Thanks a lot my friend. I hope we both can find peace too. (I love Naruto and Shikamaru btw ;) )

Aww sweetie, you gonna make me cry. Thank you, so kind.

 

[Ghost2211]

@RoseyBird

Oh Rosey! Thanks a lot! You know, I always enjoy reading your comments. You're such a supportive soul. I really like you!

I like you too! You're always so kind to others, and have empathetic insight.

 

[blackwidow92]

@stygal

Thanks a lot for your comment! You're such a nice person!
It's true, we haven't talked that much but I enjoy seeing you around too! We should talk more often! =)

@botanormal

As usual, it's a pleasure to read your posts!
Thank you so much, bota chan! (May I call you like this? Sounds cute lol)
I'm having a terrible hangover but I'm feeling better now! Drank too much haha
Anyway, hope you're having a great day. Hugs and love.

@I'm fragile

Thanks a bunch! I like seeing you around!

@RoseyBird

Oh Rosey! Thanks a lot! You know, I always enjoy reading your comments. You're such a supportive soul. I really like you!

@WaitingForTheBusInTh

lol thank you so much, my friend. Yeah, I'm really 33. Feels so weird! You're so young! I kinda envy you haha. Anyway, hope your things are going great and if not, hope they will. Hugs!!

@NeverSatisfied

I hope you've drunk just like me! I'm having such a hangover lol.
Thanks a lot for your post!

@Weary Soul

Thanks a lot, dear! You know, our usernames are kinda similar. I'm a worn out life and you're a weary soul!

@death137

Hey death, sup!? It's nice to see you here. Thanks for wishing me a hbd!

@Isadeth

Oh you can't imagine how crazy last night was! I'm having the worst hangover ever but I still feel happy lol.
Thank you very much for your post. Send you lots of love and hugs.


@Wakawaka

Thanks Waka! I feel like listening to Shakira's song "waka waka" now lol

@Ber0

I really enjoyed reading your post, dear! Thank you so much!!! I did my best to have fun! I have like 7 hours of my birthday left but I've had enough! You can't imagine the hangover I'm having haha. I guess it feels good to forget about depression and ctb for a while.
Send you lots of love and hugs.

@the_phoenix_project

Hi my friend! Thanks a lot. I hope we can find peace!

@Amumu

Amumu! So great to see you here! Yes, these 33 years haven been so hard but still, here I am. Thanks a lot for your post. Hope you're having a nice day.

@Sherri

Look who's here! One of my fav member and friend from SS!!!
Thanks a lot again, Sherri. So, this is the new 23? Sounds cool!!

@blackwidow92

Hi! Thank you so much! I had lots of booze and was able to be happy for a while!

@BehindTheWall

Hey, thank you so much! (I really love Sponge Bob btw lol)

@Teal_Blue_Dreams

Hey dear, thank you very much for your comment! I'm glad to be back and see you here. Send you hugs and love.

@Nitup

Thanks a bunch! I really hope we can find peace and stop this suffering! Well, I actually could do it thanks to the alcohol last night lol

@ovaltinee99

Thank you!! You're a wonderful soul too! Your post made me happy :)

@312

Thanks a lot my friend. I hope we both can find peace too. (I love Naruto and Shikamaru btw ;) )

I'm glad you were able to be happy even if only for a little while! You deserve happiness, from seeing your posts, you seem like a really good soul.

 

[sadworld]

Happy Birthday @WornOutLife I hope you have/had a great day. I'm kinda late, sorry

 

[WornOutLife]

Happy Birthday @WornOutLife I hope you have/had a great day. I'm kinda late, sorry

haha don't worry dear! Thanks a lot for your post. I always love seeing you around!

Send you lots of hugs and love

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

I'm 30 and I don't know how I lasted this long. I hope you enjoyed your last birthday.

 

[SGDynamite]

Happy Birthday :)

I am with 35 the oldest in this Forum :)

 

[botanormal]

@botanormal

As usual, it's a pleasure to read your posts!
Thank you so much, bota chan! (May I call you like this? Sounds cute lol)
I'm having a terrible hangover but I'm feeling better now! Drank too much haha
Anyway, hope you're having a great day. Hugs and love.

Aww thank you, you're definitely one of my favourite members here, so I also really enjoy seeing your posts. And of course you can, what a cute name, you're such a sweetheart! I feel you on the hangover, the one I had on new year's was brutal haha, I hope you're feeling better now though! I'm glad to hear you had a nice time on your birthday, you really deserved it. Sending hugs and love!