No, this torturous, dreadful existence could never be happy, it's just suffering all for the sake of it, to suffer in this existence truly is a terrible punishment, I just find it so tragic how humans decide to punish others by forcing them into this existence that causes endless amounts of harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured, every second existing beings are in agony in this horrific world, I don't see any of this as something to celebrate rather it's something I only want peace from, only non-existence is positive for me.