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patheticpartner
Student
- May 4, 2020
- 100
I'm at the point of no return, and I eagerly await the day I commit suicide by the end of the year. I'm just waiting for a friend. The prospect of my own suicide makes me feel relieved and content, but the prospect of my friend's suicide fills me with sorrow. Especially since that friend wishes to get better, but they don't have resources.
For both of us, it's just "easier" to commit suicide. I am totally pro-choice, but I can't help but feel so much sadness towards the idea of my friend ceasing to exist. They are one of the genuinely good people on this planet. I just wish things were different and they were able to be happy. I wish the mental health system didn't fail them.
For both of us, it's just "easier" to commit suicide. I am totally pro-choice, but I can't help but feel so much sadness towards the idea of my friend ceasing to exist. They are one of the genuinely good people on this planet. I just wish things were different and they were able to be happy. I wish the mental health system didn't fail them.