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chenn_uk
chenn_uk
- Feb 15, 2020
- 3
Its a terrible thing to say that i have found a suicide forum but i have and obviously there are many people out there having a difficult time. I have had many thoughts of killing myself over the years, ranging from jumping off Beachy head to jumping in front of a train. I get scared, i think of me landing on a ledge and not dying or ruining the train drivers life. Every time i think my life is shit, i read other peoples stories and think Im a useless guy who cannot even commit suicide properly. Anyway, after Caroline Flack killed herself i cant help feeling how so many people hang there self and die. Im like what the fuck, how can all these people kill there selves and do it right. No one told me how to hang myself properly and do it right, its like the go to method to do it. What if if does not work and you end up fucked, brain dead and wont be able to do it again properly. My mum even said the other day, how do they know what to do? Death by hanging intrigues me, i hope you lot can shed some light on this for me x