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MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

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Sometimes I'm not sure if u should post in method or vent - cos of how I feel inside - I feel like every post could be a vent! Anyways I shall proceed - in theory atleast- if you have the correct position, will power & speed of force should tourniquet be just as effective as partial - the literature suggests it can be just as effective as there are cases of it- but it is much less common- but I don't know why - as atleast you don't need to find a 'location' in the same way- is it because it's easier to stop yrself? Any one tried either / or and got thoughts / theories ? ...N.b. Considering changing my user name to "SNgottaken :(" so I don't need explain my predicament each time.
 
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Sometimes I'm not sure if u should post in method or vent - cos of how I feel inside - I feel like every post could be a vent! Anyways I shall proceed - in theory atleast- if you have the correct position, will power & speed of force should tourniquet be just as effective as partial - the literature suggests it can be just as effective as there are cases of it- but it is much less common- but I don't know why - as atleast you don't need to find a 'location' in the same way- is it because it's easier to stop yrself? Any one tried either / or and got thoughts / theories ? ...N.b. Considering changing my user name to "SNgottaken :(" so I don't need explain my predicament each time.

Still might be classified as hanging for all intents and purposes. You are basically doing the same thing in each.
 
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Still might be classified as hanging for all intents and purposes. You are basically doing the same thing in each.
hmm yeah kind of what i thought also- its the same mechanism-but just ALOT rarer- and i was trying to figure out why i guess (whilst partly trying to decipher in my head if I could go with one or the other & which is best option)
 
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I was just visualizing both of these today. To me, tourniquet requires more willpower. I'm planning on partial and I think if your neck anatomy allows it, it's easier to lean in and close your eyes.
 
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I was just visualizing both of these today. To me, tourniquet requires more willpower. I'm planning on partial and I think if your neck anatomy allows it, it's easier to lean in and close your eyes.
Yeah i get the leaning in thing- i can see why that can help for speed/effectiveness etc- its more the location factor and set up type issues, i kind of thought with Trnqt- that i can make it 'nicer' somehow and more 'comfortable' in some ways - like atleast be warm &seated or whaver-trying to pretend like 'oh this isnt that bad!'- just another turn to go -whilst watching some tv show or whatever- i think i am trying to delude myself that this version will be "easier" or less uncomfortable- whereas realistically I just need to accept the fact its never gonna feel nice! its gonna be v, fckn hard! but if i feel like each day is pain and suffering anyway- then I really need to get over this psychological barrier somehow!
 
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hmm yeah kind of what i thought also- its the same mechanism-but just ALOT rarer- and i was trying to figure out why i guess (whilst partly trying to decipher in my head if I could go with one or the other & which is best option)

If I was to list cause of death I'd simplify both to hanging to avoid giving people ideas.

Reading 5 Last Acts madevme realize that those celebs, politicians, etc. who hang themselves in prison, rehab, etc. could be using tourniquets instead of rope.

You can literally carry tourniquet materials on you and no one would be the wiser.
 
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If I was to list cause of death I'd simplify both to hanging to avoid giving people ideas.

Reading 5 Last Acts madevme realize that those celebs, politicians, etc. who hang themselves in prison, rehab, etc. could be using tourniquets instead of rope.

You can literally carry tourniquet materials on you and no one would be the wiser.
Hmm could be couldn't it- that's an interesting theory, mind you I guess 'hanging ' reports could give people ideas- but they might be in the same boat as me - with 'location' issues. The closest woodland area is v.nr to the park so kind of not good- as lots of children for a start- plus dog walkers etc.