Hanging tonight

[orangepulp]

Got the rope, got the location, wrote letters for my family. I feel at peace. Thanks for the help everyone.

 

[Hadenuf]

In a few days I will going to

 

[Squiddy]

I wish you peace

 

[RedBuns]

Good luck

 

[lymbo]

Got the rope, got the location, wrote letters for my family. I feel at peace. Thanks for the help everyone.

can u share your reasons for ctb?

 

[orangepulp]

can u share your reasons for ctb?

Sure. I have been depressed for 5 years, with no relief. This has deformed my brain and made me struggle to work, socialise, have hobbies and generally be motivated to do anything. I gain no enjoyment from anything, yet feel so miserable when things go wrong. Sick of struggling everyday just to suffer the next. I am tired. Believe me, I did try and make this life thing work.

 

[bea1974]

I wish you a peaceful and safe journey. All best wishes.

 

[lymbo]

hope you find peace

 

[harlope]

be in peace <33

 

[khw777]

be in peace <33

May you find peace.

 

[MidLifeCrisis]

I am sorry to hear of your five-year struggle with depression. I have been suffering with it for a few months, I know what it is like. I fantasize about suicide every day.

Are you sure you have explored all options for improving your condition? Are there any life changes you could make which might improve your situation?

Whatever you decide to do, I hope you find peace.

 

[Jen0804]

Sending all the love I can to you my friend. I'm so sorry it came to this.
Forgive me for asking bu may I ask


Why today? Have you planned this for a long time? Has something tipped you to make it come sooner ?

I apologise if you would rather not talk
Please accept the hugs I'm sending you
You'll be in my thoughts

X J

 

[Hotsackage]

Think ima do it tonight. This is unbearable. I wish you luck.

 

[Nem]

All the best, hopefully things go okay whether you go ahead or decide against it
Peace/hugs

 

[DoNotLet2]

hopefully it will be better for you on the other side

 

[ManWithNoName]

Got the rope, got the location, wrote letters for my family. I feel at peace. Thanks for the help everyone.

I too wish you peace. And if you do not mind my asking, will you do partial suspension or full?

 

[orangepulp]

I am sorry to hear of your five-year struggle with depression. I have been suffering with it for a few months, I know what it is like. I fantasize about suicide every day.

Are you sure you have explored all options for improving your condition? Are there any life changes you could make which might improve your situation?

Whatever you decide to do, I hope you find peace.

Thanks, I've tried therapy and five different antidepressants. None helped. All my life changes just end up making my life worse unfortunately.

Think ima do it tonight. This is unbearable. I wish you luck.

I understand, good luck yourself.

 

[Return2Dust]

I wish you a peaceful exit, friend.

 

[orangepulp]

Sending all the love I can to you my friend. I'm so sorry it came to this.
Forgive me for asking bu may I ask


Why today? Have you planned this for a long time? Has something tipped you to make it come sooner ?

I apologise if you would rather not talk
Please accept the hugs I'm sending you
You'll be in my thoughts

X J

Thanks, I wish it didn't either. I never planned a specific date but these past few weeks everyday I have been wanting to do it. There is something I really don't want to have to do tommorow so felt tonight was my best bet. I went to the tree but found the rope I brought was too short, luckily I had a longer piece back in my room. Trying to decide if I will hang in my room or walk back to the tree, it is raining pretty hard.

 

[Adonis]

Got the rope, got the location, wrote letters for my family. I feel at peace. Thanks for the help everyone.

Wait i need your help where is the carotid arterys located? I feel pulses in my neck on the left and right and i don't think that's it anyway how can i know that i got my arterys?

 

[andy69]

Hope you find peace.

 

[Thisisjustadream]

Please, Think long and hard before you do it.

 

[LonelyLight]

I hope you find the peace you are looking for

 

[Timetoleave]

May you find the peace you are searching for.

 

[Ratherbeskinny]

Wait i need your help where is the carotid arterys located? I feel pulses in my neck on the left and right and i don't think that's it anyway how can i know that i got my arterys?

I don't mean to start a fight or anything, but how can you not see how inappropriate your reply to this topic is? I've seen you asking this question everywhere today and I understand that you're just trying to get your questions answered like many of us, but I can't be the only one who finds this inappropriate right now, right?

OP, I hope you find peace one way or another.

 

[howard]

Good luck orange pulp...I wish you peace whatever you do tonight.

 

[Mloureiro]

Sure. I have been depressed for 5 years, with no relief. This has deformed my brain and made me struggle to work, socialise, have hobbies and generally be motivated to do anything. I gain no enjoyment from anything, yet feel so miserable when things go wrong. Sick of struggling everyday just to suffer the next. I am tired. Believe me, I did try and make this life thing work.

Believe you, feel the same. Safe journey my friend. Meet you on the other side....

 

[LonelyLight]

I don't mean to start a fight or anything, but how can you not see how inappropriate your reply to this topic is? I've seen you asking this question everywhere today and I understand that you're just trying to get your questions answered like many of us, but I can't be the only one who finds this inappropriate right now, right?

OP, I hope you find peace one way or another.

Agreed. The OP is making the biggest decision they will ever make, they really don't need to answer questions like this.
I also understand you want answers @Adonis but it's a matter of time and place. A forum search will bring you plenty of information, also in the hanging and night night threads you'll find some information.
Perhaps make your own thread asking about it either if you haven't already? I know you don't mean harm by asking here but it's kinda not a good time. Best of luck with your search, and I hope you dont take me up as rude!!

 

[Adonis]

I don't mean to start a fight or anything, but how can you not see how inappropriate your reply to this topic is? I've seen you asking this question everywhere today and I understand that you're just trying to get your questions answered like many of us, but I can't be the only one who finds this inappropriate right now, right?

OP, I hope you find peace one way or another.

Oh sorry i understand

Agreed. The OP is making the biggest decision they will ever make, they really don't need to answer questions like this.
I also understand you want answers @Adonis but it's a matter of time and place. A forum search will bring you plenty of information, also in the hanging and night night threads you'll find some information.
Perhaps make your own thread asking about it either if you haven't already? I know you don't mean harm by asking here but it's kinda not a good time. Best of luck with your search, and I hope you dont take me up as rude!!

Oh not at all sorry guys didn't mean too

Oh sorry i understand

Oh not at all sorry guys didn't mean too

Sorry to the OP as well i really am

 

[MeltingHeart]

Oh sorry i understand

Oh not at all sorry guys didn't mean too

@Adonis - try in Resources there is a thread that explains it in more detail.