Method Hanging please help

[deadalredy]

I'm planning to do a partial hanging which I do a slip knot on the door knob then I throw the rope on the other side of the door stand up on a chair and do the hangsman knot around my nick with a thick nylon rope what could possibly go wrong? I can't risk to live my mom will go to prison(according to a law in my country) if I did , and if she didn't we are too broke for her to take care of crippled 24 y.o with a brain damage and old to I'll do it on Friday I already booked a room on Airbnb , if I took sleeping pills (serequel) while I'm on the chair and drank alcohol before the drop will it help fighting against my survival instincts?? Thanks

 

[healthrecovery]

Seroquel arent sleeping pills you need benzo's
Survival instinct will kick in no matter what

 

[Insomniac]

Hangman noose has no place in partial hanging. Hangman noose is for long drop suspension hanging.

why would your mother go to jail?

Seroquel arent sleeping pills you need benzo's
Survival instinct will kick in no matter what

Even benzo can't deal with survival instinct. I tried benzos and alcohol once and ended up feeling too good to CTB due to lack of motivation and exhaustion.

however, maybe taking benzo + alcohol last minute (with nose around neck) would be a better idea.

 

[deadalredy]

So what kind of noose should I do on both side of the door? well it's complicated but she's my sponsor and in my country we have a law of things like sponsorship if I harmed myself it means she didn't take care of me so as a result she go to jail

Seroquel arent sleeping pills you need benzo's
Survival instinct will kick in no matter what

won't I pass unconscious before I can free myself in a matter of seconds?

 

[healthrecovery]

So what kind of noose should I do on both side of the door? well it's complicated but she's my sponsor and in my country we have a law of things like sponsorship if I harmed myself it means she didn't take care of me so as a result she go to jail

won't I pass unconscious before I can free myself in a matter of seconds?

If you hang long enough wether full or partial you will get woozy, then dizziness and then everything will blur out eventually

 

[Insomniac]

So what kind of noose should I do on both side of the door? well it's complicated but she's my sponsor and in my country we have a law of things like sponsorship if I harmed myself it means she didn't take care of me so as a result she go to jail

So she'll go to jail if you kill yourself or wether you succeed or not? what country is this (so I never step foot there).

For the noose, I feel slipknot (with a few modification that's hard to explain here). Suicide is to be practiced anyway, you can't just do it and succeed the first time (unless you're a "natural"..).

by practicing you'll figure out what works and what doesn't.

 

[deadalredy]

So she'll go to jail if you kill yourself or wether you succeed or not? what country is this (so I never step foot there).

For the noose, I feel slipknot (with a few modification that's hard to explain here). Suicide is to be practiced anyway, you can't just do it and succeed the first time (unless you're a "natural"..).

by practicing you'll figure out what works and what doesn't.

Practice knots? I have been practicing the knots but I got no idea how to practice the fall I thought it's a one time shot