Transport is currently a problem for me, I can't even go to the woods anymore. Thought about hanging on one of the local Parks playground things. Its morbid but it's my best option. Today is the warmest it'll be in the next couple weeks ,around -20 Celcius
I stepped out 20 mins ago, the rope and noose ready in my backpack, 5 mins walk in, I'm cold and having second thoughts. Despite it being nearly 2am, the spots I can hang from aren't isolated, they're in full view of any passing person/car that may pass anytime. I retraced my steps back home, now I'm trying to convince myself to go do it regardless
I hate this. I'd do it at home if the house wasn't getting sold. It'll fuck up the market value
I'd walk to the woods (1h walk) of it wasn't freezing outside.
Guess I gotta go to bed,I got class tomorrow and a meeting with the housing office @ uni. I can't even afford the transport to the woods anymore, let alone to university lol.
Idk, hanging is one thing but hanging in a somewhat public place at freezing temperatures feel like a different beast. I wonder if it's unusual. This is all so tiring
I stepped out 20 mins ago, the rope and noose ready in my backpack, 5 mins walk in, I'm cold and having second thoughts. Despite it being nearly 2am, the spots I can hang from aren't isolated, they're in full view of any passing person/car that may pass anytime. I retraced my steps back home, now I'm trying to convince myself to go do it regardless
I hate this. I'd do it at home if the house wasn't getting sold. It'll fuck up the market value
I'd walk to the woods (1h walk) of it wasn't freezing outside.
Guess I gotta go to bed,I got class tomorrow and a meeting with the housing office @ uni. I can't even afford the transport to the woods anymore, let alone to university lol.
Idk, hanging is one thing but hanging in a somewhat public place at freezing temperatures feel like a different beast. I wonder if it's unusual. This is all so tiring
