Venting Hanging out with friends before an attempt.

[Whitegirlwasted]

Hanging out with friends before an attempt is so bittersweet. Before my last attempt I tried to make the most out of life, truly beliving it would work. I went crazy with my friends, getting extremely drunk. "Why not? I'm going to be dead soon anyways." was my mindset. I'm currently planning right now, and honestly, I don't think I'm going to do anything special. Just write some notes to the people I love most, like my little sister.

 

[whiteboyswithars]

Doing something special is overrated if I am being honest with you. Multiple attempts here - i've done something special but i've also not done anything and honestly, I found it makes no difference. it just wastes time you could use for planning to make sure you don't fuck it up and wake up in a hospital bed.

 

[Whitegirlwasted]

Doing something special is overrated if I am being honest with you. Multiple attempts here - i've done something special but i've also not done anything and honestly, I found it makes no difference. it just wastes time you could use for planning to make sure you don't fuck it up and wake up in a hospital bed.

Truee.. It does waste time. I wanted to give my friends a good last experience with me, but old memories are enough for them. Theres really no need to go all out when you really think about it.

 

[Worndown]

I hope peace finds you!