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lemme die
- Jan 14, 2023
- 13
Hello people. I have come to the conclusion that my life must end for I cannot function like a normal being at the moment. My preferred location for CBT would be in a forest/the woods with a rope. I'm going to trek for about an hour in so that there will be a minimal chance of someone intervening. I've been trying to locate the carotid artery and when I position two fingers on the left side of my throat, slightly above the adam's apple I feel a beating pulse which I presume is the artery that will cut off oxygenated blood to my brain (?). Given the location I am wondering if a full or half suspension would be the best and what kind of rope I should use. I weigh around 70-72kg and my height is 183cm. I have bought a 30m long polypropylene rope, 9mm thick and with a specified breaking strenght of 250kg which I don't know what that means (the load it can handle?) Also I would like to know which knot is the best so any rope won't snap off the tree branch. Thanks!