Method Hanging From Doorknob?

[AngelTear]

Hey all, train method did not work (too unreliable)
I feel desperate now and I think I will resort to hanging myself (or at least trying to)
It's not my preferred method but it's the only thing I really have...

So I'm wondering
The spot rn for hanging is from my doorknob
I'm just wondering how would that hypothetically work?
I've never hanged (hung?) before lol

I could also try to find a try but where I live I'd get found too easily (I'm in the suburbs)
I wish I could travel out to the country, the mountains where there's hardly a single soul there
But I can't even do that

I have to die in this shitty fucking place
I can't even die in the way I want to

Edit: Forgot to ask this too but how reliable is it to hang from the ceiling fan? How do I know if the fan will support my weight?

 

[Steph99]

Very sorry to hear of your struggles. I think I read somewhere that modern ceiling fans are designed to break to prevent suicides.

 

[Terrible_Life]

Hey all, train method did not work (too unreliable)
I feel desperate now and I think I will resort to hanging myself (or at least trying to)
It's not my preferred method but it's the only thing I really have...

So I'm wondering
The spot rn for hanging is from my doorknob
I'm just wondering how would that hypothetically work?
I've never hanged (hung?) before lol

I could also try to find a try but where I live I'd get found too easily (I'm in the suburbs)
I wish I could travel out to the country, the mountains where there's hardly a single soul there
But I can't even do that

I have to die in this shitty fucking place
I can't even die in the way I want to

Edit: Forgot to ask this too but how reliable is it to hang from the ceiling fan? How do I know if the fan will support my weight?

The door knob method seems so risk in my opinion I could never trust a single door knob being able to hold so much weight and now imagine you test the door knob if it can hold you and then it breaks how could you explain that to your family or the landlord?