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What is the best way to ensure haging works. Looking to follow through with this in the next few days.
 
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one4all

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What is the best way to ensure haging works. Looking to follow through with this in the next few days.

You could check the resource page for information on that or other methods. I'm sorry things have brought you to this point though. If you really chose this route PLEASE do not do anything impulsive, plan it out thoroughly. I wish you the best in whatever road you chose. Maybe talking with some of the members here about things might help also. Seems to be a lot of caring folks around.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/resource-compilation.3/
 
new life

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You could check the resource page for information on that or other methods. I'm sorry things have brought you to this point though. If you really chose this route PLEASE do not do anything impulsive, plan it out thoroughly. I wish you the best in whatever road you chose. Maybe talking with some of the members here about things might help also. Seems to be a lot of caring folks around.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/resource-compilation.3/
I will have a look at the resource page you have kindly provided a link for. Thank you for your kind words and thoughts and I will plan it out throughly. I have a plan just need to learn how to keep it away from community pshyciatric nurse who I have an appointment with in a few days.
 
one4all

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I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
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I will have a look at the resource page you have kindly provided a link for. Thank you for your kind words and thoughts and I will plan it out throughly. I have a plan just need to learn how to keep it away from community pshyciatric nurse who I have an appointment with in a few days.

You are very welcome. I'm sure you are also aware that a lot of things can't be 100% guaranteed. Also there is that factor of what happens if something does fail. Just something to think about.
Have you talked to anyone about what has brought you to CTB?
 
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I am aware that nothing is 100% guranteed and unfortunatly you have to take that risk. I have tried over 10 overdoses before and they failed unfortunatly and I just keep trying but now I am looking at hanging as that is more sucessfull.

I have tried talking to my GP who then transfered me to a pshyciatrist. My pshyciatrist got me a community pshyciatric nurse (CPN) who discharged me as he said their is nothing he can do and he thinks i am playing games, and he knew I was autistic so I struggle to explain things. I then got a new CPN who said I was not engaging in support and discharged me again. Then i phoned helplines and they sent the police and they detained me 3 times in a mental health unit for assesment. On the last occasion they offered me hospital admission which i took, when I left i just went back to wanting to CTB.
 
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one4all

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I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
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I am aware that nothing is 100% guranteed and unfortunatly you have to take that risk. I have tried over 10 overdoses before and they failed unfortunatly and I just keep trying but now I am looking at hanging as that is more sucessfull.

I have tried talking to my GP who then transfered me to a pshyciatrist. My pshyciatrist got me a community pshyciatric nurse (CPN) who discharged me as he said their is nothing he can do and he thinks i am playing games, and he knew I was autistic so I struggle to explain things. I then got a new CPN who said I was not engaging in support and discharged me again. Then i phoned helplines and they sent the police and they detained me 3 times in a mental health unit for assesment. On the last occasion they offered me hospital admission which i took, when I left i just went back to wanting to CTB.

Ahhh i fell you. The simple response of going through the never ending revolving door crap. I wish i could be more supportive, But i have no idea what has brought this course of action to you, nor do i pry into someones life. But there are people here to talk with if you chose.
 
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You have been supportive. The reason I am at this course of action is because I have failed University twice, I am autistic and have an eating disorder and also I am jobless. This world is just not made for autistic people or people like me. Just wish me peace when i go and hopefully the world will be a better place.
 
one4all

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I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
3,455
You have been supportive. The reason I am at this course of action is because I have failed University twice, I am autistic and have an eating disorder and also I am jobless. This world is just not made for autistic people or people like me. Just wish me peace when i go and hopefully the world will be a better place.

I beg to differ on that. But have nothing to support my thoughts. I have been around on this earth for awhile and have noticed certain things have popped up out of the blue. I can't say much about your situation, as i have not even walked an inch in your shoes. I was kicked out of Uni once because i didn't meet the grades. I went back and finally got thru it. I've been jobless MULTIPLE times but managed to get something to get me trough. I was not proud of it but it got me what i needed to find another job. I know what autism is and what people experience but i still can't fathom what their lives are like.
I do wish you peace and comfort. Hopefully the path you take will give you both.
 
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Thank you
I hope you have a good life with caring considerate people around you and the world treats you good.
 
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