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Memorius

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Jun 23, 2025
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Hi all,

To those that were able to successfully order and keep SN, how did you handle this? I haven't tried doing this so far primarily since I'm afraid of my wife opening and touching this before me, and even if not, of potentially keeping it in a place others may accidentally find it. The last thing I would want is to someone accidentally hurting themselves because of it. It's the primary reason why I haven't tried obtaining SN so far... so, would love to know how others have dealt with this.

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Cyc

It's my fight and I choose to surrender.
Jan 22, 2026
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I put the container back in its box and sealed it up so that nobody will open it if they happen to find it. I also hid the box in a bag I don't really use anymore to reduce any suspicion
 
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Memorius

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Jun 23, 2025
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I put the container back in its box and sealed it up so that nobody will open it if they happen to find it. I also hid the box in a bag I don't really use anymore to reduce any suspicion
Thanks! I can say I'm really nervous of my wife opening this either figuring out what I'm planning to do, or, worse - actually touching it. I've even considered getting a post office box or something like that but I've never done this so not sure how much of a hassle that would be.
 
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It's my fight and I choose to surrender.
Jan 22, 2026
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Thanks! I can say I'm really nervous of my wife opening this either figuring out what I'm planning to do, or, worse - actually touching it. I've even considered getting a post office box or something like that but I've never done this so not sure how much of a hassle that would be.
The issue with getting a PO box is that it's expensive. If you have the money I'd say go for it
 
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Memorius

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The issue with getting a PO box is that it's expensive. If you have the money I'd say go for it
I've never done this so I have no idea! I'm leaning towards this as long as it's not super expensive. Now that I'm thinking about it, hopefully they don't check what they get...
 

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