Haiku for You

[helpmehelpme]

voice: "wanna live, wanna die"

chatter of the grey matter

see saw see saw see

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what's it gonna be

self-abnegation and bust?

celebration, trust?

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life hangs in balance

noose tighten or noose loosen

you judge, you jury

 

[helpmehelpme]

Anyone else want to share one?

 

[helpmehelpme]

Anyhow, good to get this out there so it's not all in me. Swam myself out of my seroquel fog this morning, and my head is more bearable now. It was a hot box of self-hatred and regret before. Now there's a little more calm. Thanks for reading and thanks in advance for your shares. It is good to have a semblance of electronic tribe even if this far what I imagined for myself even a season ago.

 

[helpmehelpme]

what would happen if

suicide was off table

for 9 months - what do?

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what might accomplish

let go of, let light into

pain, doubt relenquish

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9 months to gestate

find my 9th life on this earth

find my frequency?

 

[Sensei]

Another white pill

A long moment of silence

A pale winter's day

 

[Epsilon0]

Another white pill

A long moment of silence

A pale winter's day

I knew this thread would be a honey trap for you. Couldn't wait for your post.

 

[helpmehelpme]

Under family quilt

Disspirit with urge to nap

Throw in the towel

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Left wife who gave life

Regret now constant partner

Shame: I am to blame

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And how does this end?

With suicidal urges

Becoming more real