StateOfMind
Liberty or Death
- Apr 30, 2020
- 1,195
On some occasions my crazy Stasi mother works night-shifts which means I could practice partial hanging.
Last night was such an occasion.
Got a pretty good rig. A sturdy self made wooden chin-up bar across one of the doorways, a 5mm thick and several meter long audio cable. The ligature knot was improvised but held. I used the following knot as a noose:
As I put the noose around my neck and applied the forces of gravity be letting myself go I began to loose my hearing and some ringing in my ears began.
I really felt like I would pass out soon but the sensation was just too uncomfortable. I tried that multiple times.
After several attempts I had dinner got some smokes from the machine outside.
I decided to take a nap and began to feel very unwell. Something was wrong my circulatory system began sweating, had a whitey passed out and woke up 3 hours later at 1am.
I'm guessing this was because of beer + wine + hanging attempt?
Looks like its back to trains until I get another opportunity for practicing partial *sigh*.
Last night was such an occasion.
Got a pretty good rig. A sturdy self made wooden chin-up bar across one of the doorways, a 5mm thick and several meter long audio cable. The ligature knot was improvised but held. I used the following knot as a noose:
As I put the noose around my neck and applied the forces of gravity be letting myself go I began to loose my hearing and some ringing in my ears began.
I really felt like I would pass out soon but the sensation was just too uncomfortable. I tried that multiple times.
After several attempts I had dinner got some smokes from the machine outside.
I decided to take a nap and began to feel very unwell. Something was wrong my circulatory system began sweating, had a whitey passed out and woke up 3 hours later at 1am.
I'm guessing this was because of beer + wine + hanging attempt?
Looks like its back to trains until I get another opportunity for practicing partial *sigh*.
