v1car10us
Member
- Oct 10, 2019
- 29
messy, somewhat disrespectful. should my desire to make my leaving less traumatizing by trying to find another method? i feel like a gun is all i have access too right now. i'm not concerned about how i look, more so how i am seen after, if that makes sense. should i put myself first and end the pain or scar myself by preventing the cuts of my death by staying