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iwanttodie000
Student
- Feb 15, 2021
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Over the period of a little over a month from when I first joined this forum, I am now in possession of the gun that I will use to ctb already. I picked it up today and from previous threads I've put out there, cannot thank everyone enough for their input and other resources provided here. Being a first time gun buyer with no knowledge to start with, I was terrified at the thought of buying the gun.
It went very smooth. Ordering it online was easy and I got an email today it was available. It took about 30 minutes, did the paperwork and background check and they let me leave with it right away. No weird questions as I thought there would be and I tried to play it as cool as I possibly could. They took it out of the box, put it together, and then took it a part and returned it to the box. I haven't been alone today to take it a part and look it over, but I will tomorrow when I am alone.
It feels surreal to know hidden in my closet I have the means to end it at anytime. I have dreamed of this my whole life, I never thought I would actually own a gun. I had set my date for 5/31. some things have come up and that may have to be adjusted to a later time, but knowing I have it here is an amazing feeling. It will be hard on those tough days not to use it and who knows, perhaps I will. Time will tell, but knowing I have the gun in m possession makes me feel really good!
It went very smooth. Ordering it online was easy and I got an email today it was available. It took about 30 minutes, did the paperwork and background check and they let me leave with it right away. No weird questions as I thought there would be and I tried to play it as cool as I possibly could. They took it out of the box, put it together, and then took it a part and returned it to the box. I haven't been alone today to take it a part and look it over, but I will tomorrow when I am alone.
It feels surreal to know hidden in my closet I have the means to end it at anytime. I have dreamed of this my whole life, I never thought I would actually own a gun. I had set my date for 5/31. some things have come up and that may have to be adjusted to a later time, but knowing I have it here is an amazing feeling. It will be hard on those tough days not to use it and who knows, perhaps I will. Time will tell, but knowing I have the gun in m possession makes me feel really good!