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BurningShipFractal

BurningShipFractal

bpd autismoid
Mar 22, 2026
12
I backed out of a suicide attempt yesterday because someone talked me out of it. i dont know why but i feel immesurably guilty about no actually going through with it, i feel so disgusting
 
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dmnx99

New Member
Mar 24, 2020
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you shouldn't feel guilty at all :( you are not disgusting
 
ForeverUnknown

ForeverUnknown

Member
Mar 27, 2026
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I backed out of a suicide attempt yesterday because someone talked me out of it. i dont know why but i feel immesurably guilty about no actually going through with it, i feel so disgusting
What a blessing. I don't know you or your pain, but I'm so happy you backed out. Think about it: If someone could back you out of it, there is a sliver of will you.
 
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chudcell

chudcell

BPD + attachment issues :/
Feb 20, 2026
29
I backed out of a suicide attempt yesterday because someone talked me out of it. i dont know why but i feel immesurably guilty about no actually going through with it, i feel so disgusting
Dont feel guilty about it, it means that they care about you :3
 
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meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
279
you can change your mind and there is absolutely nothing to be ashamed of! im glad you will live for today ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹
 
yellowbunny

yellowbunny

Member
Mar 19, 2026
5
I backed out of a suicide attempt yesterday because someone talked me out of it. i dont know why but i feel immesurably guilty about no actually going through with it, i feel so disgusting
Sending love to you c: you are so strong don't feel guilty
 
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mjolnir

mjolnir

The One Who Falls From the Sky
Nov 15, 2025
145
You don't need to feel guilty about it; if you were convinced to stay, perhaps there are still things that make you want to stay.
 

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