Nothing87
Goodbye for now
- Jun 5, 2024
- 60
I put the prefix as NSFW because there is some people here who can't handle what I was about to say, If you can't handle disturbing and gory stuff that I will mention here please close the thread now thank you.
I have a feeling that SN will not work for me, getting anti-emetic here in my country is hard and the doctors probably won't give me the exact drug that I was hoping to get. I don't want to feel a lot of discomfort and pain and I will probably gonna vomit a lot if I don't have AE...
I read someone committed suicide using guillotine and I don't want to mention it and put the link of the full story here as to respect the person's death as well as that person's family.
I was planning on building a guillotine (not exactly the entire replica of it) and then taking a bunch of sleeping pills so I won't be able to see and feel the decapitation. And since I have some knowledge on engineering, I can build some sort of a robot or a machine that will be able to cut the rope in a given time. Though I am planning to ctb on the year 2033 and I have plenty of time to spare to get ready and set everything up meticulously. I also want to save up some money for my parents and also to complete their dreams like going to different countries and be able to buy stuff they want. I hate how did I even think on doing this method but I felt like this is the only way to die without feeling pain, discomfort, and fear.
To the mods, you can delete or closed this thread if it breaks the rules. Thank you.
I have a feeling that SN will not work for me, getting anti-emetic here in my country is hard and the doctors probably won't give me the exact drug that I was hoping to get. I don't want to feel a lot of discomfort and pain and I will probably gonna vomit a lot if I don't have AE...
I read someone committed suicide using guillotine and I don't want to mention it and put the link of the full story here as to respect the person's death as well as that person's family.
I was planning on building a guillotine (not exactly the entire replica of it) and then taking a bunch of sleeping pills so I won't be able to see and feel the decapitation. And since I have some knowledge on engineering, I can build some sort of a robot or a machine that will be able to cut the rope in a given time. Though I am planning to ctb on the year 2033 and I have plenty of time to spare to get ready and set everything up meticulously. I also want to save up some money for my parents and also to complete their dreams like going to different countries and be able to buy stuff they want. I hate how did I even think on doing this method but I felt like this is the only way to die without feeling pain, discomfort, and fear.
To the mods, you can delete or closed this thread if it breaks the rules. Thank you.