Venting Guess I'm back in Suicide Discussion

[BeansOfRequirement]

Things seem to point toward me ending my life sometime this year or maybe later. I have no idea when push will come to shove. I'd be surprised if anyone from 2021 or whenever will read this, I haven't been much active on here. Anyway, I basically keep failing at work/school, never had a gf, no friends, etc. I believe I have autism (actually diagnosed) combined with "covert psychopathy" (watched one YT video and kinda fits but I do have some empathy when I make an effort...) or something along those lines. I'm drinking, smoking, watching adult media, ordering junk food, etc. Kinda drunk atm, tbh. Anyway just throwing this out there in case someone is bored enough to reply, I don't know. Take care, everyone, I can't seem to get anything going.

 

[Dot]

Things seem to point toward me ending my life sometime this year or maybe later. I have no idea when push will come to shove. I'd be surprised if anyone from 2021 or whenever will read this, I haven't been much active on here. Anyway, I basically keep failing at work/school, never had a gf, no friends, etc. I believe I have autism (actually diagnosed) combined with "covert psychopathy" (watched one YT video and kinda fits but I do have some empathy when I make an effort...) or something along those lines. I'm drinking, smoking, watching adult media, ordering junk food, etc. Kinda drunk atm, tbh. Anyway just throwing this out there in case someone is bored enough to reply, I don't know. Take care, everyone, I can't seem to get anything going.

Fellw 2021 membr

Wld sy "gd 2 C u" bt nt th/ rght phrse fr plce lke SaSu

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Fellw 2021 membr

Wld sy "gd 2 C u" bt nt th/ rght phrse fr plce lke SaSu

I remember you, of course. Still have that hypnosis injury thing, can no one fix that somehow? Have you seen a doctor or something? Sorry if I seem direct with the questions, I have been drinking and just want the best for you since you have always seemed like a great person.

 

[Dot]

I remember you, of course. Still have that hypnosis injury thing, can no one fix that somehow? Have you seen a doctor or something? Sorry if I seem direct with the questions, I have been drinking and just want the best for you since you have always seemed like a great person.

Hypnoss ws 1 triggr in stackng of thngs bt yh stuatn = th/ sme

Doctrs jst ignre 50% of symptms & sy 'EUPD' or refr slf t/ clinc wth teachs groundng xerciss s/ am dne wth thm

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Hypnoss ws 1 triggr in stackng of thngs bt yh stuatn = th/ sme

Doctrs jst ignre 50% of symptms & sy 'EUPD' or refr slf t/ clinc wth teachs groundng xerciss s/ am dne wth thm

You obviously need help, it sucks that you're not getting the help you need. You have been so kind to many on here for years at a time. Not sure if you remember, but you messaged me when someone took their life back years ago in the chat. Guess I'm about to follow along all those people I've seen, but I don't know when I'll be "forced" to. Wish we could all have had normal and happy lives. I can't even hold down a simple job or have one single friendship, it seems. Not sure about your situation, if you want to give me a rundown/TL;DR.

 

[Kamaainakupua]

Welcome back! There is a solution. Every day is a winding road, and we never know when there's going to be a curve.
I hope you feel better in the morning, but will be here if you don't.

 

[itsgone2]

2021 was my last serious bout too. Thought I'd recovered. No. I was only a lurker here for CO method. Sad to be back. Sorry you're here again

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

I hope you feel better in the morning,

2021 was my last serious bout too. Thought I'd recovered. No. I was only a lurker here for CO method. Sad to be back. Sorry you're here again

It's one bout from age 16 to now (going on 28). Basically no months-long better times or up and downs, really.

 

[Kamaainakupua]

It's one bout from age 16 to now (going on 28). Basically no months-long better times or up and downs, really.

I have 100% confidence that you will add another chapter to your signature. I am happy to see you, and hope you find your path with a healed heart.

 

[Dot]

You obviously need help, it sucks that you're not getting the help you need. You have been so kind to many on here for years at a time. Not sure if you remember, but you messaged me when someone took their life back years ago in the chat. Guess I'm about to follow along all those people I've seen, but I don't know when I'll be "forced" to. Wish we could all have had normal and happy lives. I can't even hold down a simple job or have one single friendship, it seems. Not sure about your situation, if you want to give me a rundown/TL;DR.

Yh whn Nsi lft

Slf remmbr

Am srry tht thngs hve stll nt bn workng out :-(

 

[TheTwelthRootOfTwo]

It's one bout from age 16 to now (going on 28). Basically no months-long better times or up and downs, really.

Sorry you're back in the "suicide discussion". May you find some peace an comfort. Sending hugs

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

I have 100% confidence that you will add another chapter to your signature. I am happy to see you, and hope you find your path with a healed heart.

Thank you.

Yh whn Nsi lft

Slf remmbr

Am srry tht thngs hve stll nt bn workng out :-(

Yeah, same.

Sorry you're back in the "suicide discussion". May you find some peace an comfort. Sending hugs

Thanks for your support.

 

[Malfunction]

Welcome back!

While the reason we're all here isn't a positive one, we are all here in support of each other.

I hope that in your struggles that you can find even a little bit of relief here.

 

[Mr.Tristesse]

Sorry you're back. Autism is tough to deal with and complicates so much.