ClownMe
Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
- Apr 7, 2021
- 20,561
As of late, im beginning to feel like Bill Murray's Character from the 1993 movie, Groundhog Day. Every day is just the same old shit, im miserable and nothing ever changes, work sucks, family life sucks, social life sucks, the world sucks, absolutely everything sucks!
The worst part for me is night time, right before i go to sleep. It's become an almost impossible task because on one hand, im glad that another shit day is almost gone, however I know im just going to wake up and do it all again and there's nothing I can do to stop the cycle until i ctb.
Most people fear sleeping because they dread nightmares, I fear sleep because I know my escape from this nightmare is only temporary.
I'm sick and tired of waking up in hell every morning and having to re-live my nightmare over and over again, I just want it to end, I just want to be free.
The worst part for me is night time, right before i go to sleep. It's become an almost impossible task because on one hand, im glad that another shit day is almost gone, however I know im just going to wake up and do it all again and there's nothing I can do to stop the cycle until i ctb.
Most people fear sleeping because they dread nightmares, I fear sleep because I know my escape from this nightmare is only temporary.
I'm sick and tired of waking up in hell every morning and having to re-live my nightmare over and over again, I just want it to end, I just want to be free.