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rs929
Specialist
- Dec 18, 2020
- 391
@Lost10 and @Abir_london
It seems they're gone and I was there in the last moments. I keep thinking if it was really their time, and if I could have said something different.
I have been centered on my own depression till recently that I was unable to see all the stuff going on. And it's just so sad.
Ám I evil? I can't be a pro lifer because I wanted to die so much. I still want to die. So it wouldn't be ethical to forbid others what I want for myself. But I keep questioning if maybe some people here could have been helped in a different manner.
It seems they're gone and I was there in the last moments. I keep thinking if it was really their time, and if I could have said something different.
I have been centered on my own depression till recently that I was unable to see all the stuff going on. And it's just so sad.
Ám I evil? I can't be a pro lifer because I wanted to die so much. I still want to die. So it wouldn't be ethical to forbid others what I want for myself. But I keep questioning if maybe some people here could have been helped in a different manner.