My mum made me give away one of my oldest toys. It was during my early teens when I was being encouraged to basically give away everything I own. My mum is a low iq retarded bitch that only thinks of herself. She clings on to all her memorobillia. But always encouraged me to give away mine. Who does that to a child?
ANYWAY...
I suddenly had a PTSD flashback of my maid and my mum convincing me to give to an orphanage, JFL. I wouldn't realize how important that toy was to me until I had lost, and forgotten all about it. Now it's the last memory I have to a time when I wasn't in constant pain.
I got GPT do a bunch of searches and it gave me a query. I went through the entire search list and found a variant of the toy I lost. Turns out, it was a pretty common make in Japan back in the day. But, now only the orange variant shows up on listings.
I put out a post on a site to get a hold of a white variant(the variant I had) on a site for things like this. I hope I won't get asked an enormous amount for it.
I will be going to japan next year, and I will scour Akihabara for this if I can't get it online.
I got a massive dopamine boost when I saw that the toy hasn't disappeared from history. I still rage at the thought of some brown "child" playing with what is rightfully mine. I don't care if it's petty. I don't care that the child is an orphan. 99.999999999999999999999999999% of browns have more in common with my tormentors, than with me.
ANYWAY...
I suddenly had a PTSD flashback of my maid and my mum convincing me to give to an orphanage, JFL. I wouldn't realize how important that toy was to me until I had lost, and forgotten all about it. Now it's the last memory I have to a time when I wasn't in constant pain.
I got GPT do a bunch of searches and it gave me a query. I went through the entire search list and found a variant of the toy I lost. Turns out, it was a pretty common make in Japan back in the day. But, now only the orange variant shows up on listings.
I put out a post on a site to get a hold of a white variant(the variant I had) on a site for things like this. I hope I won't get asked an enormous amount for it.
I will be going to japan next year, and I will scour Akihabara for this if I can't get it online.
I got a massive dopamine boost when I saw that the toy hasn't disappeared from history. I still rage at the thought of some brown "child" playing with what is rightfully mine. I don't care if it's petty. I don't care that the child is an orphan. 99.999999999999999999999999999% of browns have more in common with my tormentors, than with me.
