Got my SN

[7ighway]

this feels so unreal, it's like i have the whole world in my hands. i just feel really uneasy.
I can't believe I'm doing this.

i'll post another thread when i decide to ctb.

 

[Insomniac26]

Does SN means sodium nitrate?

 

[7ighway]

Does SN means sodium nitrate?

Sodium nitrite not nitrate

 

[Insomniac26]

Sorry for my grammar. And it is lethal?

 

[theguineapigking]

Congrats man. I know that feeling all to well. It's so freeing to have a way out. It can actually help you to feel calm and less depressed in a sense...basically less trapped.


Do you plan to follow Stan's guide?


If you do attempt, please be absolutely sure that it's what you want.

I wish you the best.

 

[7ighway]

Sorry for my grammar. And it is lethal?

It's ok. Yes if you take the right amount, there's a megathread on it if u wanna read more.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/

 

[almost_dead]

this feels so unreal, it's like i have the whole world in my hands. i just feel really uneasy.
I can't believe I'm doing this.

i'll post another thread when i decide to ctb.

Follow the SN guide properly and Happy Journey :)

 

[7ighway]

Congrats man. I know that feeling all to well. It's so freeing to have a way out. It can actually help you to feel calm and less depressed in a sense...basically less trapped.


Do you plan to follow Stan's guide?


If you do attempt, please be absolutely sure that it's what you want.

I wish you the best.

Thank you. It just feels like i've been waiting for this moment for ages. And now that it's here it feels... odd
Yeah i'm planning to follow the regimen.
I wish u the best as well

 

[Deleted member 18655]

I know that feeling. Mine came last week and my head is still spinning with the weight of it all. Suddenly what I wanted for decades is in my possession. It's surreal, isn't it? Now that the waiting for it is over, pace yourself on the other decisions you need to make and other things you need to take care of. There's no rush to do it sooner (or at all).

 

[7ighway]

I know that feeling. Mine came last week and my head is still spinning with the weight of it all. Suddenly what I wanted for decades is in my possession. It's surreal, isn't it? Now that the waiting for it is over, pace yourself on the other decisions you need to make and other things you need to take care of. There's no rush to do it sooner (or at all).

Exactly. it's like wow i never thought i'd be able to obtain it. i kind of expected something to go wrong along the way because that's just how my plans always go. but yeah i'm gonna take my time and think all of this through. i hope you find peace whether u decide to go through with it or not.

 

[AJ95]

I know exactly how you're feeling Mine hasn't arrived yet but just ordering it I felt very tranquil knowing I could end things on my own terms now

 

[It'sNotLookingGood]

I have nearly everything ready after getting a meto script yesterday, and I literally felt so good, like I was glowing. I had a big smile right after, and in bed I felt so... idk, unscared of suicide in a way. Like there is nothing stopping me now, and I know I'm actually gonna do it - before I never knew how I'd feel when I had the resources. Now it's a legitimate option, the feeling I have is perhaps describable like that of being given a new opportunity in life:)
Hopefully that makes sense lol

 

[Sinai Silence]

Best of luck for whenever you decide its time. It was a huge relief to get mine, I hope it has put your mind at rest.