sully
Experienced
- Jul 27, 2021
- 231
Hey, it's me again.
I got my 2 bottles of N.
i don't WANNA do them but I don't even know how horrible I'd feel if I didn't have these two bottles. So, god bless D for doing this for us.. for people like myself. And where I'm originnally from (I live in EU now) there is not even AS availible! That's horrific.
I just can't imagine what it would feel like not to have these 2 bottles next to me. I don't know what I'd do. There is SN option but it is still a little more complicated than N.
Maybe this tought will be weird for many but ultimately I also feel just angry. At this illness. And by doing N I will not let it get me. Well, at least there is some motivation that I could find for myself. Sad, I know. But there is what there is. Even if it's just a matter of days for me I will try to stick for a little longer before I do it.
Also I'd never expect of myself to learn crypto mails and currency in a matter of days and organize delivery when could be potentially stopped by customs or my family. Also thanks to anyone who helped me here with names like n, d, etc… I would never do it on my own. In a week or so! And at least I have these two bottles. It was the whole crypto adventure.
Weird message I know but I'm trying to get positivity where I can. Glad I've found this place.
I got my 2 bottles of N.
i don't WANNA do them but I don't even know how horrible I'd feel if I didn't have these two bottles. So, god bless D for doing this for us.. for people like myself. And where I'm originnally from (I live in EU now) there is not even AS availible! That's horrific.
I just can't imagine what it would feel like not to have these 2 bottles next to me. I don't know what I'd do. There is SN option but it is still a little more complicated than N.
Maybe this tought will be weird for many but ultimately I also feel just angry. At this illness. And by doing N I will not let it get me. Well, at least there is some motivation that I could find for myself. Sad, I know. But there is what there is. Even if it's just a matter of days for me I will try to stick for a little longer before I do it.
Also I'd never expect of myself to learn crypto mails and currency in a matter of days and organize delivery when could be potentially stopped by customs or my family. Also thanks to anyone who helped me here with names like n, d, etc… I would never do it on my own. In a week or so! And at least I have these two bottles. It was the whole crypto adventure.
Weird message I know but I'm trying to get positivity where I can. Glad I've found this place.
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