Metavoid

Metavoid

Student
Oct 21, 2018
160
I cannot deal with the pain of heartbreak. He ripped my heart out. I tried to get over it but people don't understand that he was the love of my life. No one will ever compare. I am not committing suicide to escape the pain of living, I am committing suicide to escape the pain of heartbreak. I tried. I tried to get over him but I know I won't in a million years. He will haunt me day to day. I will see his face everywhere. I'll cry every single night before I fall asleep, cursing that this happened to me. I am tired of crying.

I gave it a go, I gave it a shot. I tried seeing what life was like without him. I had fun, I made friends. But it's not him. Yes, he was bad for me. He was a lying, cheating asshole. But I loved him and I loved him very, very hard. He formed my entire existence.

I can't heal a broken heart if it's been ripped out and crushed to dust. I am going to jump tonight. If I don't check back in tomorrow, be assured I'm dead.

Goodbye everyone.
 
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Angst Filled Fuck Up

Angst Filled Fuck Up

Visionary
Sep 9, 2018
2,985
Good luck, I hope you find serenity in whatever happens. It's very, very difficult when you can't move on and the thought of anything without the person you love makes you sick. Some people feel irreplaceable to us no matter what kind of platitudes we're fed.
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
I hope you find peace with no more pain on the other side.
 
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nohoper

Member
Dec 2, 2018
64
best wishes whichever way you decide.
 
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interestingname

Member
Nov 23, 2018
18
good luck
 
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sadsoul

sadsoul

Alive and unwell
Sep 9, 2018
440
Good luck, may the other side wash away all your sorrows
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
I understand. My Beloved is gone, and despite what she did to me, I cannot live without her.

I tried to exit last night. If your attempt is as unsuccessful as mine was, I hope you return here, as I did.

Safe travels, Metavoid. I hope you find peace.
 
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NumbItAll

NumbItAll

expendable
May 20, 2018
1,109
I cannot deal with the pain of heartbreak. He ripped my heart out. I tried to get over it but people don't understand that he was the love of my life. No one will ever compare. I am not committing suicide to escape the pain of living, I am committing suicide to escape the pain of heartbreak. I tried. I tried to get over him but I know I won't in a million years. He will haunt me day to day. I will see his face everywhere. I'll cry every single night before I fall asleep, cursing that this happened to me. I am tired of crying.

I gave it a go, I gave it a shot. I tried seeing what life was like without him. I had fun, I made friends. But it's not him. Yes, he was bad for me. He was a lying, cheating asshole. But I loved him and I loved him very, very hard. He formed my entire existence.

I can't heal a broken heart if it's been ripped out and crushed to dust. I am going to jump tonight. If I don't check back in tomorrow, be assured I'm dead.

Goodbye everyone.
That is a terrible feeling and it is sick for someone to take advantage of that. Sorry you've had to deal with this. Good luck...
 
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furax53

Student
Nov 13, 2018
191
good journey and rest peace
 
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Philip

Specialist
Oct 23, 2018
319
I hope you find the peace you deserve......reading that broke my heart :aw:
 
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gingerplum

gingerplum

Enlightened
Nov 5, 2018
1,450
I cannot deal with the pain of heartbreak. He ripped my heart out. I tried to get over it but people don't understand that he was the love of my life. No one will ever compare. I am not committing suicide to escape the pain of living, I am committing suicide to escape the pain of heartbreak. I tried. I tried to get over him but I know I won't in a million years. He will haunt me day to day. I will see his face everywhere. I'll cry every single night before I fall asleep, cursing that this happened to me. I am tired of crying.

I gave it a go, I gave it a shot. I tried seeing what life was like without him. I had fun, I made friends. But it's not him. Yes, he was bad for me. He was a lying, cheating asshole. But I loved him and I loved him very, very hard. He formed my entire existence.

I can't heal a broken heart if it's been ripped out and crushed to dust. I am going to jump tonight. If I don't check back in tomorrow, be assured I'm dead.

Goodbye everyone.

Your story could be mine; my heart is as broken as yours. I don't want to live with this sadness anymore. We haven't spoken before, but I understand, and my thoughts are with you.
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
I've never interacted with you but I can wholly relate to your pain.
It crushes you when this happens, hope you find some peace..
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
Goodbye, good luck, a peaceful deat hand rest in peace
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
Heartbreak is a slow killer. I'm at the place you're at too. Nothing will ever replace her. I hope your heart finds peace
 
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Weeping Garbage Can

Weeping Garbage Can

ਕਿਰਪਾ ਕਰਕੇ ਮੈਨੂੰ ਭੁੱਲ ਜਾਓ ❤️
Oct 31, 2018
320
Only the best of wishes, Metavoid, I'm sorry you've had to deal with that pain. I truly hope you find peace and tranquility whatever you decide <3
 
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wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,815
good luck
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
I can feel your pain, though my pain is different from yours. My pain comes from the crushing reality knowing that she's no longer on earth.

Peace be with you.
 
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Jiva

Jiva

I want ...
Nov 18, 2018
493
I have hope you find peace. Hugs.
 
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Miss clefable

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Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Hugs I hope you find peace
 
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Lefty

Mage
Dec 7, 2018
530
*Hugs*
 
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15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
I can understand your pain, friend. Wishing you a good journey and I hope you finally find peace. Sending hugs
 
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Bread

Bread

Avoid if allergic to gluten
Dec 1, 2018
80
I am so sorry things ended up this way. I never actually got to be with the person I loved, so if the pain I feel is horrendous, I can't imagine what it must've been like for you. I know what you mean when you say people don't understand. They tell you there are other fish in the sea, that you will get over it with time. They don't understand how intensely you loved that person or how they were your whole reason for existing. In this way, I think I have felt some of your same pain. I'm so sorry. I would give you a hug if I could. I truly hope you can find relief and that your transition is peaceful.
 
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Philip

Specialist
Oct 23, 2018
319
I am so sorry things ended up this way. I never actually got to be with the person I loved, so if the pain I feel is horrendous, I can't imagine what it must've been like for you. I know what you mean when you say people don't understand. They tell you there are other fish in the sea, that you will get over it with time. They don't understand how intensely you loved that person or how they were your whole reason for existing. In this way, I think I have felt some of your same pain. I'm so sorry. I would give you a hug if I could. I truly hope you can find relief and that your transition is peaceful.
I never got to be with the woman who I loved either.....
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
6,933
I hope you are able to succeed this time and finally be able to be at peace.
 
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KitKat

KitKat

Body Dysmorphic
Dec 8, 2018
33
Safe travels, really hope you find peace
 
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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
516
Metavoid.... i was so glad you were ok recently, now i'm completely out of strength. Sorry to hear that... I hope you will find your peace. You will be missed once again here .....
Guys, i really need to take some break from visiting this forum.. probably few days will be enough. It's so hard, especially when we have to say goodbye to our most valuable users.. Anyway, hope you'll be at peace... Safe travels.
 
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Herbalpompano75

Herbalpompano75

I loved her
Dec 1, 2018
33
I'm sorry I don't know what else to say we all react differently to heartbreak so I'm sorry I don't know how you feel but I know how heartbreak feels I know how I react to it and honestly it's the worst feeling in the world and the withdrawals kill me I'm so sorry i hope the pain goes away maybe I'll catch you on the bus I could use someone to sit next to me
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Yup this will do it haven't been the same since he was a shitty guy years ago but I'll never be the same
 
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Manaaja

Manaaja

euROPE
Sep 10, 2018
1,381
Yup this will do it haven't been the same since he was a shitty guy years ago but I'll never be the same
I don't understand. Are you metavoid? Or why else are you replying to a three year old thread?
 
Interloper

Interloper

Jul 23, 2021
688
I don't understand. Are you metavoid? Or why else are you replying to a three year old thread?
Old threads get shown in the 'similar threads' part that's on every thread, and many people here never seem to look at the dates. Not much else to it I think.
 
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