Metavoid
Student
- Oct 21, 2018
- 160
I cannot deal with the pain of heartbreak. He ripped my heart out. I tried to get over it but people don't understand that he was the love of my life. No one will ever compare. I am not committing suicide to escape the pain of living, I am committing suicide to escape the pain of heartbreak. I tried. I tried to get over him but I know I won't in a million years. He will haunt me day to day. I will see his face everywhere. I'll cry every single night before I fall asleep, cursing that this happened to me. I am tired of crying.
I gave it a go, I gave it a shot. I tried seeing what life was like without him. I had fun, I made friends. But it's not him. Yes, he was bad for me. He was a lying, cheating asshole. But I loved him and I loved him very, very hard. He formed my entire existence.
I can't heal a broken heart if it's been ripped out and crushed to dust. I am going to jump tonight. If I don't check back in tomorrow, be assured I'm dead.
Goodbye everyone.
I gave it a go, I gave it a shot. I tried seeing what life was like without him. I had fun, I made friends. But it's not him. Yes, he was bad for me. He was a lying, cheating asshole. But I loved him and I loved him very, very hard. He formed my entire existence.
I can't heal a broken heart if it's been ripped out and crushed to dust. I am going to jump tonight. If I don't check back in tomorrow, be assured I'm dead.
Goodbye everyone.