Goodbye

[mirko]

Hey, my time has finally come. I'm 22, I suffered enough and I'm ready to put an end to everything.

I've been fasting now for 12+ hours and I'll drink the SN tomorrow at approximately 13.30 CET

I have my SN, Antiemetics and antiacid. It would have been nice to have beta-blockers too but I guess you can't get always what you want.
I arranged all of my things. I factory reseted all my electronic devices. I'm now writing this on an incognito tab from my phone and I set a task that will automatically reboot my phone at a specific time so the incognito tab will be automatically closed and I won't leave any trace of SS.
I'm not leaving any notes, because I know that even if I would have left them, the recipients wouldn't understand my choice.

I'm not sad, I'm facing this final moment without feeling anything. I really hope people won't say I did what I did because I was depressed, I did it because I'm just tired to continue living.

I'm going to document as much as I can what I'll go through. I expect after drinking the SN I may feel fuzzy and I won't able to write in English, so forgive me if I switch to Italian.

Finally, I want to thank the admins, the mods and everyone who made this last stop a truly comfortable space.

 

[Trisolaris]

May you find peace.

 

[Endeavour]

I'm sorry you're going, peaceful travel.

You said: "I'm not sad, I'm facing this final moment without feeling anything. I really hope people won't say I did what I did because I was depressed, I did it because I'm just tired to continue living."

That is exactly how I feel, and I also wasn't going to leave any notes but I wrote some yesterday to make this point, I thought it might give at least some little comfort to the people left behind.

Take care friend.

 

[Sasoe04]

Hey, my time has finally come. I'm 22, I suffered enough and I'm ready to put an end to everything.

I've been fasting now for 12+ hours and I'll drink the SN tomorrow at approximately 13.30 CET

I have my SN, Antiemetics and antiacid. It would have been nice to have beta-blockers too but I guess you can't get always what you want.
I arranged all of my things. I factory reseted all my electronic devices. I'm now writing this on an incognito tab from my phone and I set a task that will automatically reboot my phone at a specific time so the incognito tab will be automatically closed and I won't leave any trace of SS.
I'm not leaving any notes, because I know that even if I would have left them, the recipients wouldn't understand my choice.

I'm not sad, I'm facing this final moment without feeling anything. I really hope people won't say I did what I did because I was depressed, I did it because I'm just tired to continue living.

I'm going to document as much as I can what I'll go through. I expect after drinking the SN I may feel fuzzy and I won't able to write in English, so forgive me if I switch to Italian.

Finally, I want to thank the admins, the mods and everyone who made this last stop a truly comfortable space.

I hope everything will go smooth and painless for you. And I'll catch up with you soon! Are you scared? I know I am.

 

[Dead beat dad]

Hey, my time has finally come. I'm 22, I suffered enough and I'm ready to put an end to everything.

I've been fasting now for 12+ hours and I'll drink the SN tomorrow at approximately 13.30 CET

I have my SN, Antiemetics and antiacid. It would have been nice to have beta-blockers too but I guess you can't get always what you want.
I arranged all of my things. I factory reseted all my electronic devices. I'm now writing this on an incognito tab from my phone and I set a task that will automatically reboot my phone at a specific time so the incognito tab will be automatically closed and I won't leave any trace of SS.
I'm not leaving any notes, because I know that even if I would have left them, the recipients wouldn't understand my choice.

I'm not sad, I'm facing this final moment without feeling anything. I really hope people won't say I did what I did because I was depressed, I did it because I'm just tired to continue living.

I'm going to document as much as I can what I'll go through. I expect after drinking the SN I may feel fuzzy and I won't able to write in English, so forgive me if I switch to Italian.

Finally, I want to thank the admins, the mods and everyone who made this last stop a truly comfortable space.

Love and respect to you brother.
I know so many can relate to what you have said about being tired of living.
I honestly and sincerely wish you peace my brother, I hope that light shines for you.
Maximum love and respect.
DBD

 

[aminend]

I hope SN works completely peaceful for u. Keep us updated as much as possible.

 

[Defenestration]

Ooooh mirko im sad....thank for your help.happy to have talked with you
Do you take sn from d from cze?
If it fail come here ok?

 

[Moviement]

You don't know me, but i go with you, brother. With SN. We will meet. Somewhere.

 

[mirko]

Ooooh mirko im sad....thank for your help.happy to have talked with you
Do you take sn from d from cze?
If it fail come here ok?

Yes it's from the Czech seller.
I finding it a little bit hard dissolving it in the water
Ive prepared the two solutions. I'm arranging the last things

 

[MAA Ke pass]

May you find peace

 

[mirko]

The task to rebbot my phone doesnt work. Doesnt matter i'll try Do It manually.
Drinking now the First dose. See you all at the end
Salty
Fucking salty
Heart racing already
Not felling dizzy
My stomach ache likes After eating burrito
Should i go with second dose?
Should i go with second dose?
Should i go with second dose?
Now i want to puke so bad
Feeling dizzy

 

[mirko]

Pukef bye

 

[Meditation guide]

Sending you much love

 

[amarillo]

All the best to you.

 

[Endeavour]

Oh wow I stepped away, I thought he was going tomorrow.

Safe travels mirko.

 

[iwanttodie000]

Sending love and light for a peaceful journey my friend.

 

[Defenestration]

News? Suffocation?

 

[oversizedsweaters]

I hope everything's going according to plan for you, wish you the best!

 

[Defenestration]

I hope you could take second glasse

 

[Endeavour]

I hope you could take second glasse

He didn't need it by the sound of it.

 

[filthyrottendirty]

Goodbye

 

[bad luck]

Riposa in pace

 

[Aloken]

I'm sorry that you've suffered. Thank you for sharing sn sources, for answering some questions of mine and for helping as much as you could with my issue. I hope everything will turn out exactly like you want and that you'll find your peace you deserve

Edit: I thought they were going tomorrow.. Goodbye, safe travels..

 

[Abir_london]

Oh no :( I'm so sad reading this and I'm so sorry you have to do this :(

 

[Defenestration]

He didn't need it by the sound of it.

By the sound of it?dont understand.he said that he has puked.

 

[oversizedsweaters]

By the sound of it?dont understand.he said that he has puked.

Yeah exactly, the fact that he puked made me think it maybe went wrong, but I think he still had enough in his body to make it work

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

May you rest easy in a land of no pain, sadness and judgement. I am so sorry it came to this for you, in the end. All of my love to you. I hope that your journey wasn't too bumpy. Sweet dreams, my friend.. x

 

[Symbiote]

Safe travels Mirko. May your pain subside and your rest be eternal.

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

Hix... Another great member has left us.

 

[budgie]

I admire your bravery. I hope all went the way you wanted.

Rest in peace.