Fly🦋

Fly🦋

One day I'll be with the stars sleeping forever.
Dec 30, 2019
59
BI was off the internet because of this thing for my church. We were allowed back on the internet and god... Pilotmetal00 CTBed. I am not doing this out of grief, i have been depressed and wanting to die since forever. I was just a coward but now that Pilot's dead i am not scared anymore. I never told her how much i loved her before she left us. She's with the stars and i will be seeing her soon. God, I loved her. I will be overdosing on melatonin at 10 oclock (i want to do a few things before i ctb). If you do this method i recommend crunching ALL the pills in the bottle and carefully put it in a water botttle and drink all the water. I will miss you guys, you were the best. I am coming soon Stan, Queen of memes and the my beautiful angel; Pilot. Goodbye.
 
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WhyIsLife56

WhyIsLife56

Antinatalism + Efilism ❤️
Nov 4, 2019
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Hopefully everything goes well :)
 
Freedom Believer

Freedom Believer

Forever alone.
Dec 23, 2019
351
I wish you peace.
 
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Backwood_tilt

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Dec 27, 2019
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
May you rest in peace
 
Chronicillness

Chronicillness

Experienced
Jun 19, 2018
236
Is the ''melatonin'' part a typo?
 
Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
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You can ctb on melatonin, Or is that a typo? Either way I hope you find peace.

EDIT: He meant meto. My mistake.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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I am sending you so much love. I hope you find the peace you were robbed in this life.

Know that you are always welcome back should you change your mind. You will be missed. We are here if you need us.
 
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issyishere

issyishere

Goodnight and always remember that’s life
Nov 5, 2019
441
You can ctb on melatonin, Or is that a typo? Either way I hope you find peace.
there's no known cases of melatonin causing deaths, at most persistent daytime sleepiness, hormonal changes, and a few other symptoms. if OP is serious this won't work as a method.
 
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Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
Apr 28, 2019
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there's no known cases of melatonin causing deaths, at most persistent daytime sleepiness, hormonal changes, and a few other symptoms. if OP is serious this won't work as a method.
It's a typo. He meant Meto. No offense, this kind of talk is inappropriate on a goodbye thread. :)
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
798
I hope you find peace and she knows that you love her. Hugs
 
Jean4

Jean4

Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
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Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
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Wishing you peace.. ❤ I feel so sad :( I didn't even know that Pilot ctb!! I loved talking to her over the group chat :(
 
OvertheRainbeaux

OvertheRainbeaux

stuck down a rabbit hole of misery
Jan 1, 2020
43
I hope your energy transforms into something as beautiful as the love you have for others❤️
 
ChemicallyCalm

ChemicallyCalm

Nothing Special
Nov 24, 2018
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Wishing you peace and a quick painless exit. Take care on the other side
 
Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
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It's a typo. He meant Meto. No offense, this kind of talk is inappropriate on a goodbye thread. :)
Sorry. Just making sure.
 
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MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
Dec 31, 2019
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Good luck, I hope you find peace and are reunited with Pilot.
 
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Time

Time

Looking to leave.
Nov 10, 2019
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Sorry that life has brought you to this point, DepressedTransBoy. First time hearing about using melatonin or Meto to OD but if you decide to proceed, I hope that you find peace. Either way, we're here for you. :heart: :hug:
 
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HopeDiesLast

self-banned
Dec 28, 2019
254
@DepressedTransBoy, I'm very sorry for your pain. I respect your choice to ctb, but please be sure that your chosen method won't cause you undue suffering.
Neither melatonin nor meto (if it was indeed a typo) will kill you, but overdosing on either can cause awful side effects and land you in the hospital or force you into treatment. Please take care of yourself. :heart::hug:
 
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Crushed_Innocence

Crushed_Innocence

Hungry Ghost
Oct 16, 2019
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May your journey be peaceful...
 
Kirbster

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Member
Jan 6, 2020
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I wish you the best of luck and I hope you find peace. Remember— it's never too late to change your mind, just as it's never too late to finally die.
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
684
If you change your mind, don't be embarrassed. CTB is always an option. However, in my opinion, it should be the last option after you've tried everything else. May you find peace.
 
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jgm63

Visionary
Oct 28, 2019
2,467
Please be sure you've researched and planned your method carefully.
Attempts that aren't carefully planned may fail, and you may do serious damage to yourself.
You don't deserve that, and the actuality of it might be worse than the concept of it.
It might be better to invest a bit more planning time.
We will support you in whatever you are trying to achieve.

However, if you decide to proceed, then I wish you a safe journey :heart: :heart:
 
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Zoltiel

Zoltiel

We're asleep in life's waiting room
Jan 7, 2020
162
I hope you find peace
 
MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
875
Sending you strength and good wishes for your journey.
Love and peace ❤
 

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