goodbye

[devil]

I'm done, the time has come.
Either I fail miserably or I get to leave this hell hole once and for all. Who knows, what I do know is I'm attempting ctb tonight.
See you in hell hopefully it's better than this shit.
Love you all

 

[LifeIsACurse]

Hope you find your peace. I enjoyed reading your posts. I'll miss you

 

[not_a_robot]

good luck.
Come back if you don't make it.

 

[devil]

good luck.
Come back if you don't make it.

If I don't make it, I feel like I'm going to be judged on here. Does that happen? I'm scared shitless but I can't do it anymore

Hope you find your peace. I enjoyed reading your posts. I'll miss you

Thank you

 

[not_a_robot]

lol no, we usually feel pretty bad when someone doesn't make it, we all know how discouraging it is.

 

[Aliaiactaest]

Take one step back. You feel like you are doing this too hurriedly. Why?

 

[SelfHatingAspie]

All the best, and I hope you find peace.

 

[Quinlor]

Do what thou wilt shall be!
Thelemic saying

 

[Brainpain]

If I don't make it, I feel like I'm going to be judged on here. Does that happen? I'm scared shitless but I can't do it anymore


Thank you

Why would be judge you? So many of us have failed attempts or plain backed out of a bunch. I know you feel now is your time but at the last minute you may feel different. That's totally normal and to second guess or fail is not shameful. I hope you find the peace you're looking for and on the time you absolutely feel is right. If that time is now I hope it's a uneventful exit and your suffering is over. Please check back if that's not tonight.

 

[Circles]

I'm done, the time has come.
Either I fail miserably or I get to leave this hell hole once and for all. Who knows, what I do know is I'm attempting ctb tonight.
See you in hell hopefully it's better than this shit.
Love you all

I'm so sorry it's come to this point. Hope your troubles would wash away even for a moment. If I may ask did anything happen that made you want to do it now? Please try to be careful given how emotional things are right now, mistakes can happen so again please be cautious. Hugs okay, here for you if you need it.

 

[Final Escape]

Ok be safe

 

[devil]

Take one step back. You feel like you are doing this too hurriedly. Why?

I only planned it today so probably not enough time but I don't care

Why would be judge you? So many of us have failed attempts or plain backed out of a bunch. I know you feel now is your time but at the last minute you may feel different. That's totally normal and to second guess or fail is not shameful. I hope you find the peace you're looking for and on the time you absolutely feel is right. If that time is now I hope it's a uneventful exit and your suffering is over. Please check back if that's not tonight.

I don't know honestly, I just feel like I'm weak if I don't go through with it. I'm sure I'll be back if it doesn't work. I'll need help on another attempt

I'm so sorry it's come to this point. Hope your troubles would wash away even for a moment. If I may ask did anything happen that made you want to do it now? Please try to be careful given how emotional things are right now, mistakes can happen so again please be cautious. Hugs okay, here for you if you need it.

Thank you. Just a lot of events leading up to it, I'm just numb to everything around me and I don't see how I'm going to be able to get up the next day and want to live. I literally am not looking forward to anything anymore and im tired of wasting space on this earth.

 

[Asta]

If I don't make it, I feel like I'm going to be judged on here.

You won't be judged here! From what I've read, these people aren't like that. Kind thoughts and all the best to you on your journey. "......all souls go to one spirit world after death where everyone is treated with patience and love." Dr. Michael Newton

 

[devil]

Getting drunk beforehand, I have a whole bottle of whiskey to get through and cocaine for the SI

 

[200_ponies]

I wish you the best of luck! Safe travels

 

[ExitTheDay]

I hope you find your sanctity, I bid you a peaceful farewell

 

[Bulletwbttrflywings]

If I don't make it, I feel like I'm going to be judged on here. Does that happen? I'm scared shitless but I can't do it anymore


Thank you

No one will judge... promise. And I'm sad to see you go. Hugs my friend. I'm sad to see this so late and you may be gone by now...

 

[Laststop]

I hope you get what you want. I for one won't judge you if you're back. It's not exactly a light and easy thing.

 

[Conflicted Cat]

No, we won't judge. Suicide is not as easy as people like to make it out to be. If you fail, you are always welcome back. Anyways, safe travels!

 

[Broken Chimera]

We're not going to judge you. Whatever happens I hope you can find peace. Good luck to you.

 

[Egddios]

No judgements. I've got three fails under my belt, this isn't a contest at all. We're all suffering and trying our best to either reduce our own pain or make the best of what we've got. I just got released from my whatever number inpatient stays; I can't keep track of how many times I've gone inpatient, but I don't feel shame.

This is YOUR life. You do with it what you can and if this is your time, I hope peace for you. If it's not your time, well....your time will come around sooner or later.

 

[RM5998]

Good bye and good luck. I hope you find some semblance of peace, whatever you choose to do. And no, nobody's going to judge you for your choices here.