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demitriusmigsysvotf
It takes a man to be a man
- Oct 1, 2023
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hope my last time posting here. for last week i been thinking a lot about my decision, i decided to do it, next morning. its 11 now at place where i live. i am going to ctb by sn, my fasting started at 10. planning to fast for 8 hours. and sn drink at 6 in the morning. really hope this to work. i cant fucking take it much longer. i understand how useless i am. and how it all was my fault that everything went that bad. that may sound stupid, but mistakes have to be fixed, and the only way to fix me is ctb cause im a fucking mistake. in russian i say "ошибка природы" which is a mistake of nature, yeah thats me. i know that some of u said that i should live for my cat but i cant fucking do this. hope he didnt like me much. its just all my fault. so, to the plan. im doing stat dose all as said in the method. so, i hope ill success. if something goes wrong then ill be here again. thanks for yall support. bye, sasu.