goodbye thread

[demitriusmigsysvotf]

hope my last time posting here. for last week i been thinking a lot about my decision, i decided to do it, next morning. its 11 now at place where i live. i am going to ctb by sn, my fasting started at 10. planning to fast for 8 hours. and sn drink at 6 in the morning. really hope this to work. i cant fucking take it much longer. i understand how useless i am. and how it all was my fault that everything went that bad. that may sound stupid, but mistakes have to be fixed, and the only way to fix me is ctb cause im a fucking mistake. in russian i say "ошибка природы" which is a mistake of nature, yeah thats me. i know that some of u said that i should live for my cat but i cant fucking do this. hope he didnt like me much. its just all my fault. so, to the plan. im doing stat dose all as said in the method. so, i hope ill success. if something goes wrong then ill be here again. thanks for yall support. bye, sasu.

 

[sorrowful]

I hope that your journey is a peaceful one, best wishes.

 

[Beyond_Repair]

I'm sorry life brought you to this place, and that you're suffering so much. Good luck and best wishes with whatever you decide to do

 

[wellitisnotwhatitis]

I am so sorry that it all got to this point, nobody deserves to suffer so much. Whatever happens next, I just want to give u my объятия.

 

[demitriusmigsysvotf]

I am so sorry that it all got to this point, nobody deserves to suffer so much. Whatever happens next, I just want to give u my объятия.

Thanks man, especially for writing that in my language

 

[Sethy]

I am very sorry you feel this way. I respect your decision despite I wish you didn't have to do it. Also i think 8 hours is not enough of fasting. Please don't harm yourself unnecessarily. If you need to talk and there is anything i can help you with, maybe try to find and see other options, i am here. I know you think it's too late, but you can do it anytime, no need to hurry + ctb should be really the last option. We are with you. You are not alone.

 

[demitriusmigsysvotf]

I am very sorry you feel this way. I respect your decision despite I wish you didn't have to do it. Also i think 8 hours is not enough of fasting. Please don't harm yourself unnecessarily. If you need to talk and there is anything i can help you with, maybe try to find and see other options, i am here. I know you think it's too late, but you can do it anytime, no need to hurry + ctb should be really the last option. We are with you. You are not alone.

Thanks man, hope I could really address to you if needed. But I really hope to succeed.

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell and best wishes.

 

[Sethy]

Thanks man, hope I could really address to you if needed. But I really hope to succeed.

Sure, you can message me anytime, i am here to help, i would try my best.

 

[sancta-simplicitas]

I'm truly sorry to hear you're in so much pain. Wish you a peaceful journey.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Peace to you, we are here for you no matter the outcome <3 Best wishes.

 

[Roadrunner]

I hope your journey to the peace you crave is gentle and successful

 

[VeryShy]

Farewell, my fellow suffering soul. May you find peace that will last for eternity.

 

[tsykoais]

goodbye, wishing u well <3

 

[rozeske]

Farewell. I wish you a peaceful journey

 

[Evelyn Lane]

Best of luck to you.

 

[demitriusmigsysvotf]

Best of luck to you.

Thanks, but I already failed

 

[Evelyn Lane]

Thanks, but I already failed

Damn, that's so sad to hear. SN isn't as reliable as they make it out to be it seems

 

[i dont feel real.]

Thanks, but I already failed

That's why i mostly don't trust drug methods. That's sad to hear, I don't know how exactly you failed though. I wish you the best in anything you desire to do

 

[demitriusmigsysvotf]

Damn, that's so sad to hear. SN isn't as reliable as they make it out to be it seems

Don't know, but that wasn't the problem. I already posted about this. And I'll tell you again. 50 minutes before the drink my roommate came in with a girl and kicked me out. Then when I came back all my supplies were already in trash.

That's why i mostly don't trust drug methods. That's sad to hear, I don't know how exactly you failed though. I wish you the best in anything you desire to do

Thanks. But I didn't even drink the sn. Around 50 minutes before the drink my roommate came in with a girl and kicked me out. Then when I came back all my supplies were already in trash.

 

[i dont feel real.]

Don't know, but that wasn't the problem. I already posted about this. And I'll tell you again. 50 minutes before the drink my roommate came in with a girl and kicked me out. Then when I came back all my supplies were already in trash.

Thanks. But I didn't even drink the sn. Around 50 minutes before the drink my roommate came in with a girl and kicked me out. Then when I came back all my supplies were already in trash.

What a fucking asshole! No offense, but he has no right to do that to you. Kick you of your own room? Bringing a girl to do it? And throwing all your stuff? He is mf, he has no right to decide over you, you are free to do whatever you wish.

 

[demitriusmigsysvotf]

What a fucking asshole! No offense, but he has no right to do that to you. Kick you of your own room? Bringing a girl to do it? And throwing all your stuff? He is mf, he has no right to decide over you, you are free to do whatever you wish.

Yeah, he just ruined everything. I don't know what to do now.

 

[i dont feel real.]

Yeah, he just ruined everything. I don't know what to do now.

I'm not in a good position to give advice because something like that never happened to me. But I think approaching the situation with dialog and peacefully is the best outcome. I know it isn't any of my business, and I won't get mad if you decide not to tell, but, how did he kicked you out? Like, violently?

 

[demitriusmigsysvotf]

I'm not in a good position to give advice because something like that never happened to me. But I think approaching the situation with dialog and peacefully is the best outcome. I know it isn't any of my business, and I won't get mad if you decide not to tell, but, how did he kicked you out? Like, violently?

Yeah, violently. After I had some sort of bitchin back w him. Like nothing serious. It just ended with nothing.

 

[i dont feel real.]

Yeah, violently. After I had some sort of bitchin back w him. Like nothing serious. It just ended with nothing.

It makes me so sad how I'm incapable of helping you. I wish I was there and we could figure it out, sadly I have no idea how to solve a situation like this. It makes me so angry, I couldn't stand a situation like this, you are so strong. I know you can figure it out, I know you are more than capable of doing so. I wish you good luck.

 

[kyhoti]

My heart goes out to you, to be foiled in such a manner is soul-wrenching. It something I fear and hope to avoid. May you find the peace you seek.

 

[demitriusmigsysvotf]

It makes me so sad how I'm incapable of helping you. I wish I was there and we could figure it out, sadly I have no idea how to solve a situation like this. It makes me so angry, I couldn't stand a situation like this, you are so strong. I know you can figure it out, I know you are more than capable of doing so. I wish you good luck.

Thanks a lot

My heart goes out to you, to be foiled in such a manner is soul-wrenching. It something I fear and hope to avoid. May you find the peace you seek.

Thank you, appreciate that a lot