Goodbye thread.

[ms-lovely]

A while ago i decided that my CBT date would be my birthday July 20th, and the day is about to come. I have chosen SN and will be following the following regimen:

1. Take 30 mg metoclopramide. (after midnight, so technically the 20th)
2. Wait 1 hour.
3. Dissolve 25 g sodium nitrite in 50 ml of water.
4. Drink the solution and relax on my bed listening to music.

I will be fasted for 8 hrs and will also assist myself with ibuprofen.

I feel ready, oddly enough i feel calm and i have already deleted all personal info from all my devices, left instructions and wrote my goodbye letters to my partner, friends and family.

On the 19th I plan on spending the day with my partner, we will go dancing and spend a nice evening with him, afterwards once i get home is when i'll be conducting my plan.

I will update tomorrow. My time on this forum has been lovely, wish you all the best.

 

[eashanm]

Good Luck with your plan. I'll also do as soon as possible

 

[andreamysk]

I hope you keep this good feeling until the end.
Your plan is very similar to mine (in a month or so, I still need to sort out some things).
Peace be with you

 

[Traveller12724]

Best of luck to you my friend, may you find the peace you seek!

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Good luck! I Hope you find peace!

 

[3/4Dead]

Hope your day with your partner goes well and you can thus go out on a high note. Wishing you the best.

 

[YosemiteGrrl]

A while ago i decided that my CBT date would be my birthday July 20th, and the day is about to come. I have chosen SN and will be following the following regimen:

1. Take 30 mg metoclopramide. (after midnight, so technically the 20th)
2. Wait 1 hour.
3. Dissolve 25 g sodium nitrite in 50 ml of water.
4. Drink the solution and relax on my bed listening to music.

I will be fasted for 8 hrs and will also assist myself with ibuprofen.

I feel ready, oddly enough i feel calm and i have already deleted all personal info from all my devices, left instructions and wrote my goodbye letters to my partner, friends and family.

On the 19th I plan on spending the day with my partner, we will go dancing and spend a nice evening with him, afterwards once i get home is when i'll be conducting my plan.

I will update tomorrow. My time on this forum has been lovely, wish you all the best.

Sent you a DM @ms-lovely

 

[notahappygirl]

Hope everything goes as planned <3

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Best wishes... May you find peace.

 

[ms-lovely]

Thank you for all the kind words.

Just to update, I started fasting around 1pm, I am stopping by my mother to bring her flowers and tell her I love her, and meet my childhood best friend before I go out with my partner.

Preparations are pretty much complete, i've set automated messages for tomorrow morning so they can come in and find me, as well as scheduled emails. Prepared the meto and ibuprofen and a lollipop to help with the taste after i take the SN. When I get back i will only have to measure two glass cups with 25gr of SN on each.

 

[Traveller12724]

Thank you for all the kind words.

Just to update, I started fasting around 1pm, I am stopping by my mother to bring her flowers and tell her I love her, and meet my childhood best friend before I go out with my partner.

Preparations are pretty much complete, i've set automated messages for tomorrow morning so they can come in and find me, as well as scheduled emails. Prepared the meto and ibuprofen and a lollipop to help with the taste after i take the SN. When I get back i will only have to measure two glass cups with 25gr of SN on each.

Aren't you gonna have to eat or drink something when you go out with your partner ?

 

[ms-lovely]

Aren't you gonna have to eat or drink something when you go out with your partner ?

Mostly mineral water, I can come up with an excuse that I ate at my mom's house and that I am not hungry because I ate too much.

 

[sancta-simplicitas]

Best of luck to you

 

[a.hamza.13]

I'm also planning to ctb with SN. I've ordered my SN and it'll be arrived soon. I hope we all find peace. Good luck.

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find peace, best wishes.

 

[feelinggloomy]

Peace on your journey

 

[ms-lovely]

Thank you all once again.

Would anyone know if coffee breaks the fast for SN purposes, I'm currently at my moms house and I'd like to have a final cup of her coffee.

 

[Kusogaki]

Thank you all once again.

Would anyone know if coffee breaks the fast for SN purposes, I'm currently at my moms house and I'd like to have a final cup of her coffee.

Id love to know what step youre at!

 

[rozeske]

I wish you peace in your journey. I hope you had that last cup of coffee.

 

[Kurai]

Good luck and peace with your plans

 

[feelinggloomy]

I hope you had a cup of your moms coffee

 

[Cress]

Judging from the time of this post your either in the process of dying or already passed. I'm sorry I didn't get to properly say goodbye.

 

[ms-lovely]

I took the meto and im waiting til the hour is up to drink the SN. Everything is measured and ready.

 

[hearthewind]

I took the meto and im waiting til the hour is up to drink the SN. Everything is measured and ready.

Wish you a pleasant journy to the other side.

If you do decide to give up this attempt, we totally understand, and it is okay as well.

I am curious if there is any pain or nausea after taking the SN...

 

[heavyeyes]

I wish you peace Godspeed

 

[hearthewind]

Are you still here?

If not, then I hope you find some peace.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Peace to you.

 

[Minsu]

Hope you've found peace

 

[thebelljarrr]

Go find peace….bye ms lovely

 

[feelinggloomy]

Peace