burglarlydante
Member
- Apr 30, 2020
- 84
Hey, I've been away from the forum from a couple of weeks, and I've been thinking, this might be my last thread,
But I just wanted to say, that my life's been horrible these days, and suicide seems the answer to my torment, I've been abused, mentally, physically and sexually, for a looooong time, My life wasn't easy, the abuses only stopped when I was 16yo, for real, they started when I was 3yo, I'm fucking done with it , im done with trusting people and getting stabbed in the back by them, and being fuckin pressured to go to a college I don't like, and being forced to socialize with people, I DON'T WANT IT I DON'T WANT TO LET PEOPLE TO GET INTO ME AND FUCKIN HURT ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN, MFS!
I'm done with disappointing my loved ones and being a fucking failure because I can't be like they wanted me to be/act, and I've been sp depressed and anxious asaf, I fucking hate my therapists opinion on euthanasia, and not letting me achieve my peace, FUCK YOUR FAITH AND FUCKIN MORAL ALIGNMENT, FUCK YOUR STUPID MEDICAL AND ACADEMICAL ETHICS, FUCK YOUR WAY OF THINKING ABOUT OTHER'S PEOPLE'S SUICIDE'S, seriously, living is being a hell for me to keep going in this shitty fuckin broken world, and I'll not rest till I'm dead, this was though! Because of this fuckin traumas, autism, transgender issues, depression, anxiety and insecurities, I can't be able to have a normal/functional life! So I beg for merciness and please be dead soon!
I'm not going to live another day, so, please, let me go! And let me rest well!
Forgive my venting post, but I've had to let things out somehow!
Thanks for reading this post!
One day this will only be a spark of someone's torment and not have a single significance on the story of this sick world!
P.S: If i don't post again, one I'm dead, two I'm in a psych ward ;)
But I just wanted to say, that my life's been horrible these days, and suicide seems the answer to my torment, I've been abused, mentally, physically and sexually, for a looooong time, My life wasn't easy, the abuses only stopped when I was 16yo, for real, they started when I was 3yo, I'm fucking done with it , im done with trusting people and getting stabbed in the back by them, and being fuckin pressured to go to a college I don't like, and being forced to socialize with people, I DON'T WANT IT I DON'T WANT TO LET PEOPLE TO GET INTO ME AND FUCKIN HURT ME OVER AND OVER AGAIN, MFS!
I'm done with disappointing my loved ones and being a fucking failure because I can't be like they wanted me to be/act, and I've been sp depressed and anxious asaf, I fucking hate my therapists opinion on euthanasia, and not letting me achieve my peace, FUCK YOUR FAITH AND FUCKIN MORAL ALIGNMENT, FUCK YOUR STUPID MEDICAL AND ACADEMICAL ETHICS, FUCK YOUR WAY OF THINKING ABOUT OTHER'S PEOPLE'S SUICIDE'S, seriously, living is being a hell for me to keep going in this shitty fuckin broken world, and I'll not rest till I'm dead, this was though! Because of this fuckin traumas, autism, transgender issues, depression, anxiety and insecurities, I can't be able to have a normal/functional life! So I beg for merciness and please be dead soon!
I'm not going to live another day, so, please, let me go! And let me rest well!
Forgive my venting post, but I've had to let things out somehow!
Thanks for reading this post!
One day this will only be a spark of someone's torment and not have a single significance on the story of this sick world!
P.S: If i don't post again, one I'm dead, two I'm in a psych ward ;)
