StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
What will you do?

I already made one GB thread and feel that it might be enough.
At the same time I kind of want people to know that I "made it" lol
I guess you can't always have it both ways.

Anyway, if I don't report back tonight by 24:00 CET GMT +1 you know I'm gone lol
Still have about six hours before attempting again..
 
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hoping to lose hope

hoping to lose hope

<3 Message me to trade music <3
Nov 14, 2020
849
Method?
Also to try answer your question I think maybe let people know although that can be scary because could get stopped!!
The idea of writing out entire philosophy first and leaving that when you are about to die appeals to me.
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,017
I hope you find peace friend, and really it's OK to make as many goodbyes as are needed.
 
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Huntfish34

Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
1,622
I wish you peace with whatever may happen. Be safe -. ❤️
 
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botanormal

botanormal

Mage
Nov 9, 2020
550
As said above, make as many threads as you need to! Nobody should ever feel ashamed for saying goodbye again because they've already said it once, and it's never wrong to back out after already making your goodbye thread, if you end up changing your mind. Do whatever you most feel comfortable with, it's a really difficult and personal decision after all. I hope you're able to get your peace, and I wish you the best of luck on your journey. It's always okay to change your mind though! Good luck with everything. :hug:
 
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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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Apr 8, 2020
1,635
It's okay to make another goodbye friend. Say whatever is on your mind, mate.
 
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Deleted member 23009

Deleted member 23009

a flame dancing in the rain
Oct 20, 2020
138
Never knew the term irish exit was a thing, guess i learned something today.

Do whatever you need to, if you want to post another one it's all up to you. And if you change your mind we're still here for you. It's all up to you to decide what makes you feel the most comfortable. I would probably let people know, at least the people i consider my friends here, so they know what happened.

Whatever you do, we're here for you, I hope everything goes well :hug:
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,164
I've seen you around a lot. You'll be missed.
Hope you find the peace you're looking for and if you fail and we see each other again, that's also okay.
See you, pal.
 
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Breadbfra

Breadbfra

Specialist
Jul 16, 2020
374
Wishing you a peaceful exit, friend
 
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depressedsally

depressedsally

Dead
Nov 6, 2020
235
Wishing you peace my friend
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,870
Safe travels, I hope you'll find peace. You can always change your mind later if you don't feel ready! :hug: :heart:
 
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rabbithole

rabbithole

Experienced
Oct 26, 2020
271
As others said, please don't feel bad about posting more than one goodbye thread. Also I love the phrase "Irish goodbye". I'm half Irish and I might choose that route.
 
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Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
1,030
My love to you friend. I sinceley hope that this means no more pain and that light will shine on you forever.
Love and respect

DBD
 
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TheEndisNear121200

Student
Oct 10, 2020
109
We never talked but I read many of your posts, sad to see you go :(
I hope you find the peace you're looking for.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Safe travels and go in peace :hug:
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
696
i don't have the strength to find and say some beautiful words, but...

good luck. i believe that you will find a better place there.
peace, love and bliss to you, friend :heart:
 
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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
Method?
Also to try answer your question I think maybe let people know although that can be scary because could get stopped!!
The idea of writing out entire philosophy first and leaving that when you are about to die appeals to me.
Train.
Circumstances and accessibility, it seems far easier than hanging and SN from my perspective.
I live with people, so with that method I am independent from most external factors (waiting for people to be away etc) and death is guaranteed.
If SI continues to be a burden I may have to reconsider partial or SN, but I hope it wont come to that.

I don't have the option of letting people know. I would get sectioned again.

If you are interested in the "philosophy" of my death I recommend checking out this thread:
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/thre...rcing-people-targets-to-commit-suicide.51925/
 
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hoping to lose hope

hoping to lose hope

<3 Message me to trade music <3
Nov 14, 2020
849
Oh well I hope you made the best choice. I personally do not understand why people worry about the morality of catching a train to heaven,
Reading what you linked and looks like schizo gangstalking :3 will keep reading.
 
StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
Reading what you linked and looks like schizo gangstalking :3 will keep reading.
"Schizophrenia" does not exist.
It was created out of thin air (just like money) as a social control- mechanism and construct by the main stake holders of the establishment to undermine critical thinkers and subvert due process and justice.

Similar with this "gang stalking" disinformation nonsense.
 
grungeCat

grungeCat

Awkward & weird
Jul 5, 2020
1,110
We didn't exchange many words but you were always kind to me, plus I really enjoyed reading your posts. It's very sad to watch you leave ;-; It's depressing that this world wants so friendly and bright people to commit suicide... I wish you quick and peaceful travel.
 
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greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,589
Good luck. Hope it works for you.
 
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Hopeindeath!

Elementalist
Dec 7, 2019
800
I wish you peace. :hug:
 
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Rn110bg101

Rn110bg101

I want to go home
Apr 18, 2019
412
Goodnight. I hope you find happiness regardless of your choice.
 
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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
It truly amazes me how easily I am distracted.
Some one makes an annoying post and I go into full "internet warrior" mode.
I was no longer able to commit to ctb because of a someones post..
Argh... lol
Probably no more goodbye threads from me lol
 
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catscradle

catscradle

Now I will destroy the whole world
Jul 10, 2020
85
the title made me giggle because in the American Midwest an Irish Goodbye is when you announce you're going to leave and then spend another hour saying goodbye to everyone.

I hope you find peace friend.
 
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xLosthopex

xLosthopex

Tell my dogs I love them
May 29, 2020
1,135
I'm Irish and just had to google what an Irish exit was lmao

Hope you find peace :heart:
 
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