blindstatue

blindstatue

Member
Nov 16, 2018
94
I thought the forum was going to be down for a lot of hours and I wasn't going to be able to make a proper goodbye.

Tomorrow I will CTB by SN, that if everything goes according to plan. If not, it will be on Friday.

I'm young, but I've also suffered a lot from various diseases that have made me drop out of college, lose many friendships, endure extensive hardship and ultimately become housebound. I also know that these diseases are bound to get worse in the future, and so my life is not and won't be worth living.

There's one thing that makes me happy: I've known and experienced love from someone who shared her dreams with me. In that, I was very lucky. So don't be sorry for me.

I want to thank you all for your support. This place has provided with me with amazing comfort I would have never dreamed of. To quote myself, as I said in another thread earlier:

I've seen so called friends come and go. But the most sound people I've ever met seem to be on here. I can call you my real friends. The friends I never had. Thanks for providing such comfort in my most troubled times.

Goodbye to all my friends here: @worldexploder, @Nem, @Geesuicide, @lv-gras, and @Threads among many others.

You are kind people and wish you the best. I love you all.
 
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Threads

Threads

Warlock
Jul 13, 2018
721
Thank you for all of your contributions to our community, you will be dearly missed.
 
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Trashcan

Trashcan

Trash
Aug 31, 2018
1,234
Godspeed
 
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Inevitable

Inevitable

Member
Nov 2, 2018
38
Hope all goes to plan, may u find peace
 
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Toenditall

Toenditall

im already dead just need to kill the body
Nov 10, 2018
225
hope you can find your peace
 
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Jovan1

New Member
Nov 27, 2018
4
Good luck with everything. I hope nothing goes wrong for you and are able to find peace.
 
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Retched

Retched

I see the chaos in your eyes.
Oct 8, 2018
837
I hope you are able to find the peace you seek.
 
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Weeping Garbage Can

Weeping Garbage Can

ਕਿਰਪਾ ਕਰਕੇ ਮੈਨੂੰ ਭੁੱਲ ਜਾਓ ❤️
Oct 31, 2018
320
All the best! I hope everything works out and you find the peace you've desired.
 
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Empty Smile

Empty Smile

The final Bell has rung. Goodbye to all.
Jul 13, 2018
1,785
Peace to you. Good luck crossing to the dark side of the moon.
 
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Eowyn

Eowyn

Member
Nov 4, 2018
41
Best wishes ♡ x
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
I haven't been here long. But I will remember you for your hair and Jesus-look, your enthusiasm and openness about having a good time on substances!! And your way of being the most care free person sometimes it seemed in discussion, making others feel relaxed about being around you. I feel bad because I judged you a bit I think. I didn't say anything because I know nowadays it's my own prejuduces, I hope this message doesn't offend you in your final moments!!!!!! You scruffy looking bastard! :)
 
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jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
Good luck and goodbye. It was nice talking to you on chat even though it was not a lot.

Hope to see you on the other side one day.
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Blind, I just want to say our lives have been enriched for having met you my brother. Even when you were suffering you were still able to offer comfort to others on need, and I am so saddened to hear of your departure. I agree I have never experienced a community quite like this. Supportive people that are caring, understanding and non judgemental is what this place is about and thanks Blindstatue, you've definitely held up that tradition.
I wish you a peaceful, anxiety free exit, if that's what you have chosen.

Peace hugs <3
 
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GeorgeEastman

Arcanist
Sep 3, 2018
470
Jealous as hell. Someone who knows what they want and how they're going to get it. Quite noble.
 
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Smilla

Smilla

Visionary
Apr 30, 2018
2,549
I wish you safe and happy travels to the unknown.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
You are not alone, our thoughts will be with you, come on or off line whenever you want, remember no one expects anything of you. Do it, don't do it, just do what makes you happy.
 
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Mud.

Mud.

Arcanist
Oct 27, 2018
403
I wish you all the best.
Peace to you.
 
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LetMeDiePlease

Member
Aug 29, 2018
51
Have a nice journey
 
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TiredHorse

Enlightened
Nov 1, 2018
1,819
Save travels, and may you find peace at the end of your journey.
 
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lv-gras

fledermausßßßßßßßß
Jul 27, 2018
617
best wishes
 
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Fucking loving it

Fucking loving it

Specialist
Sep 3, 2018
378
Eternal peace ♡
 
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Sinbad

Sinbad

Self-Annihilation is loading...95%
Nov 27, 2018
542
Farewell and good luck CTB beautiful soul.
 
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ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
846
Best wishes & hope you find what your looking for
 
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Amira

Amira

Student
Nov 15, 2018
180
XXX
 
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worldexploder

worldexploder

Visionary
Sep 19, 2018
2,821
I wish you the best of look my and an easy passing my brother. I'm going to miss you but you deserve peace. Nothing but love, support, an and end to your suffering.
 
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Smashingairwaves

Smashingairwaves

misery factory
Nov 15, 2018
193
I hope you find the peace we're all looking for
 
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starcrossedfate

starcrossedfate

Passenger
Sep 24, 2018
240
Safest of travels, blindstatue.
 
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Made4TV

Made4TV

A hopeless hope junkie
Sep 17, 2018
574
Best of luck to you. Hopefully you will find the peace you seek.
 
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Geesuicide

Geesuicide

Member
Oct 16, 2018
30
Thank you for sharing with us this important moment in your life.
I wish you peace and freedom.
With love
Gee
 
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blindstatue

blindstatue

Member
Nov 16, 2018
94
I will be taking the SN in a few minutes. Goodbye.
 
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