Goodbye(N)

[xLosthopex]

I will keep this brief so I can get off my phone and relax for my last moments and focus on the task at hand

I am leaving tonight. My method is N from D.
I'm relaxing in my hotel room bed, watching tv, sipping on whiskey.
I have taken my antiemetics stat dose, I used stemetil
I will soon drink my 200ml of liquid N sweetened with stevia
I am feeling confident with my decision, no SI yet.

If you don't hear from me again presume I've succeeded

Won't be replying to comments so I can spend my last moments off my phone and looking at photos of my family and dogs, who I love so much

I am so grateful to SS and all the wonderful members I have spoken to on here, I hope you all find the peace you are searching for, whatever that may look like

Goodbye and thank you everyone

-A

 

[hopelessgirl]

I will keep this brief so I can get off my phone and relax for my last moments and focus on the task at hand

I am leaving tonight. My method is N from D.
I'm relaxing in my hotel room bed, watching tv, sipping on whiskey.
I have taken my antiemetics stat dose, I used stemetil
I will soon drink my 200ml of liquid N sweetened with stevia
I am feeling confident with my decision, no SI yet.

If you don't hear from me again presume I've succeeded

Won't be replying to comments so I can spend my last moments off my phone and looking at photos of my family and dogs, who I love so much

I am so grateful to SS and all the wonderful members I have spoken to on here, I hope you all find the peace you are searching for, whatever that may look like

Goodbye and thank you everyone

Safe travels

 

[roguetrader]

Take care, young lady! You seemed a lot more determined this time based on private conversation earlier today, so goodbye to you too…..

 

[Cheza_mus]

Safe journey

 

[occamsrazor]

I hope you receive everything you want and more I must say if you decided it's not time it doesn't mean you're weak. It takes so much strength to decide to ctb or live on. I'll be thinking of you tonight

 

[FuneralCry]

I can imagine it must be a relief having the option to exit peacefully, it would certainly comfort me having N. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[Of The Universe]

I will miss you,unless you change your mind. I just thought of a john Lennon line," If u ever change your mind,about leaving it all behind, remember today..."

 

[Auto Immunity After]

I will keep this brief so I can get off my phone and relax for my last moments and focus on the task at hand

I am leaving tonight. My method is N from D.
I'm relaxing in my hotel room bed, watching tv, sipping on whiskey.
I have taken my antiemetics stat dose, I used stemetil
I will soon drink my 200ml of liquid N sweetened with stevia
I am feeling confident with my decision, no SI yet.

If you don't hear from me again presume I've succeeded

Won't be replying to comments so I can spend my last moments off my phone and looking at photos of my family and dogs, who I love so much

I am so grateful to SS and all the wonderful members I have spoken to on here, I hope you all find the peace you are searching for, whatever that may look like

Goodbye and thank you everyone

-A

You have a lot to offer this world and yes I noticed. I hope you carry your strength and wisdom at such a young age over to the next chapter. You will be missed by many.

 

[waitingforrest]

Goodbye and safe travels.

 

[YesImAware]

I will keep this brief so I can get off my phone and relax for my last moments and focus on the task at hand

I am leaving tonight. My method is N from D.
I'm relaxing in my hotel room bed, watching tv, sipping on whiskey.
I have taken my antiemetics stat dose, I used stemetil
I will soon drink my 200ml of liquid N sweetened with stevia
I am feeling confident with my decision, no SI yet.

If you don't hear from me again presume I've succeeded

Won't be replying to comments so I can spend my last moments off my phone and looking at photos of my family and dogs, who I love so much

I am so grateful to SS and all the wonderful members I have spoken to on here, I hope you all find the peace you are searching for, whatever that may look like

Goodbye and thank you everyone

-A

If you aren't certain. Don't! If you are. Much

 

[Istanbulite]

we are here if you realise this isn't your path forward don't forget.

 

[ForeverLonely82]

Breaks my heart to see you depart, but life can be too painful to reside in. I hope your depature will be safe and you'll be at peace.

 

[Crazy4u]

rest easy, A. I hope you find what you are looking for. I didn't expect to see you leave so soon :(

 

[Wrennie]

I'll miss your presence on here.

I'm so sorry to see you go, but I'm grateful that out of all of the methods presently available that you have gained access to a peaceful one. I pray that your transition is peaceful & without pain and that you know how much you are appreciated on here.

It's always okay to back out, but I'm sure you already know that, and I shall respect your will and bodily autonomy regardless. I wish you nothing but the best. My thoughts will be with you.

 

[GoingMyOwnWay]

All the best if you decide to go through with it. There is no shame in deciding not to if you're not ready.

If you do decide to CTB, I hope there is something beautiful and magical waiting on the other side. And if not, then eternal peace.

 

[Dead Meat]

Sorry to see you go my best wishes to you for a very pleasant and peaceful journey. Lot's of Love to you

 

[gottago222]

good bye lil lady ... rest easy

 

[miserableforever]

I will keep this brief so I can get off my phone and relax for my last moments and focus on the task at hand

I am leaving tonight. My method is N from D.
I'm relaxing in my hotel room bed, watching tv, sipping on whiskey.
I have taken my antiemetics stat dose, I used stemetil
I will soon drink my 200ml of liquid N sweetened with stevia
I am feeling confident with my decision, no SI yet.

If you don't hear from me again presume I've succeeded

Won't be replying to comments so I can spend my last moments off my phone and looking at photos of my family and dogs, who I love so much

I am so grateful to SS and all the wonderful members I have spoken to on here, I hope you all find the peace you are searching for, whatever that may look like

Goodbye and thank you everyone

-A

Safe travels

 

[Foresight]

So sad to see this. I wish you nothing but the best. Lots of love your way.

 

[motel rooms]

Won't be replying to comments

Wise decision.
Ádh mór/Good luck...

 

[settheory]

I'll tell your dogs you love them.

 

[Littlepaws]

I've followed you ever since I joined this forum, and I always looked forward to reading your posts.

I wish you all the best.

 

[Of The Universe]

Wise decision.
Ádh mór/Good luck...

Are u Irish,big fella?

 

[motel rooms]

Are u Irish,big fella?

No, but OP is...

 

[Manaaja]

I enjoyed reading your posts! Farewell! I hope all goes well and you find what you are looking for!

 

[TheYounger]

Safe journeys. Hopefully I'll join you soon.

 

[Chinaski]

I tend to swerve goodbye threads and l rarely interacted with the op but this is the second time this week that someone from here who l considered to be a good sort has done a farewell post and ngl I'm deeply saddened by it, l really wish it didn't have to come to this for good, decent people.

 

[Interloper]

I tend to swerve goodbye threads and l rarely interacted with the op but this is the second time this week that someone from here who l considered to be a good sort has done a farewell post and ngl I'm deeply saddened by it, l really wish it didn't have to come to this for good, decent people.

Same, she had a certain presence. This is a tough one to swallow.

 

[Journeytoletgo]

I hope she found the peace desired

 

[OceanBlue]

I often remember you

hope it went well