Goodbye, I am finally going to CTB :)

[Reuthry]

I will CTB tomorrow. I hope that I will be dead after 5:50 AM EST this wednesday (tomorrow). I will probably be online until 2:30 AM tomorrow, the reason I wrote this earlier is to make sure that I can post the thread, I don't know, everything could happen so I couldn't post this. Anyway. After that time I will go offline and I hope that I won't come back lol. I have things to do after that hour, going to log out from my accounts, gotta encrypt then delete my files, reflash the OS on my phone... And finally, kill myself :)

I am happy actually. I will find peace. I wanted to CTB for a long time and finally it will happen. I will make sure that I will die this time. My method is night-night and if I fail it will be probably caused by placing the bags incorrectly and if that happens I will try until I succeed. If the moderators are reading this, please ban me if I don't go online in 3 days.

I want to thank everyone here. This place was so special, I have met so many wonderful people. Being here really helped me, I am sure that I could go insane or something if I weren't here. You know, we can't really talk about our problems with people who are not experiencing these. I am glad I joined this place. I hope everyone can find peace no matter what they choose to do.

As I said I will be online for some time more as I said I posted this thread earlier so I can edit it if I feel the need to. And um, I guess that's all. Thank you so much everyone. Farewell...
-Reuthry

 

[Slow_Farewell]

I hope you find the peace you're looking for, best of luck!

 

[hexd]

congratulations and good luck! :)

 

[Dliena]

Peace eternal for you!

 

[Forever Sleep]

I wish you all the best. I'm sorry life brought you to this place. I hope you find peace.

 

[natthebrat]

Good luck, and I'm sorry it's had to come to this. I wish you peace as well :)

 

[Old Friend]

Best wishes. I'll raise a glass.

 

[UKscotty]

Good luck

 

[rozeske]

Good luck to you Reuthry, I hope you can find your peace and freedom

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find the peace you search for, best of luck in your plans.

 

[Aim]

 

[azad]

i hope you find peace and good luck

 

[Gonnerr]

Goodbye, i hope you escape peacefully.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace. Good luck!!

 

[kittyswift]

sorry to see you go :( but best wishes i hope everything goes smoothly

 

[Cyndaquil]

Hope everything goes according to plan. Best wishes and find peace

 

[Abyssal]

I admit I've gotten somewhat attached to your presence. I hope you aren't going to leave in pain.

If you think you want to back out, don't be afraid to. Many of us have done that and anyone who shames you for that is an unempathetic asshat

 

[fire12362]

asshat

I'm gonna start using that from now on :D

 

[PA𝖨𝑁]

Whatever you decide to do, i hope you find peace

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I hope you find peace

 

[Princess_Kitty]

I hope you find everlasting peace, I wish you the best. Farewell!

 

[wildbluekiss]

you're one of the people who approached me first here… lying if this post doesn't ache me. but you know what, imagining the more peaceful and happier you—that matters the most for me, my pleasure seeing you off. good night, love! i wish you well and please wait for me on the other side!

 

[MrOptions]

 

[stuckinthemud]

I hope you find peace safe travels

 

[Reuthry]

I failed, I am sorry. Someone found me, I don't have any physical damage, I will try again sometime. I am sorry.

 

[boddibo]

Don't be sorry that you failed, it happens a lot. It's a relief you don't have physical damage, I hope next time will be the one for you.

 

[rozeske]

I failed, I am sorry. Someone found me, I don't have any physical damage, I will try again sometime. I am sorry.

No need to be sorry. You are fortunate enough to not have sustained damage. I hope you can find your peace soon

 

[everyone_adores_you]

I failed, I am sorry. Someone found me, I don't have any physical damage, I will try again sometime. I am sorry.

Don't be sorry ! Nobody here will judge you for that, please know that you're always welcome among us.