goodbye everyone

[hotelandrea]

well, i'm officially at the hotel and my final meal is en route.

i am a 26 year old man. i am bisexual. i love animals and nature. there are many interesting things about me, but what i want to be remembered for is for my ability to love under any circumstances. up until my final moments, despite everything that's ever happened to me, i am full of love whether or not it is always returned.

i have greatly appreciated having this space for the last few weeks to vent my thoughts without having to censor myself. i heavily contribute that to the peace i have with this decision, because i know there are in fact people out there that won't view me as some sort of self absorbed monster. it still hurts to think about the pain this is going to bring to people. it still hurts to know i am going to be alone when i pass. i feel my own pain with this decision, but none of that compares to the pain associated with continuing to live.

my reasons for coming to this decision are personal to me, but i will share that they are largely related to mental health. i did my best to make it work and to live a life without torment, but my brain simply isn't wired that way. if the attempt fails, or the one miraculous thing that i've decided could change my mind happens, i will be back with an update, but those are both extremely unlikely. like, extraordinarily unlikely.

thank you all again. i hope each of you finds peace, however that looks for you.

 

[SASU-KE]

I hope that you too find peace and happiness in either life or death.

 

[lanadelreyisgod223]

godspeed <3

 

[imitoto]

Have a safe trip!

 

[Dinozauria]

I'm sorry life led you down this path. I hope you find peace catching the bus. Good luck and goodbye

 

[dragon.//]

Goodluck with whatever you end up choosing

 

[daruino]

Ah, so nicely written. I'm sorry life brought you to this, I hope you find the peace you are looking for, best wishes. What is going to be your final meal?

 

[dewdfish]

Have safe travels and I hope you reach peace

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find the freedom you search for.

 

[ireallywasnttogopls]

Im so sorry life wasn't kind to you, I hope you can find peace and serenity , whichever road you take

 

[Roadrunner]

Hope you find peace, and the journey there is fast and gentle

 

[hotelandrea]

Ah, so nicely written. I'm sorry life brought you to this, I hope you find the peace you are looking for, best wishes. What is going to be your final meal?

maybe this seems silly, but it was raising canes. box combo with a sweet tea. i have memories attached to it (good and bad), and it never upsets my stomach. it was exactly what i wanted it to be

 

[daruino]

maybe this seems silly, but it was raising canes. box combo with a sweet tea. i have memories attached to it (good and bad), and it never upsets my stomach. it was exactly what i wanted it to be

Ah, that sounds good. I think I'd also do that, sticking to something familiar. I hope you enjoy it!

 

[ShinyDitto]

I hope you find peace. Enjoy your meal

 

[moonshard]

I haven't had the opportunity to converse with you on this forum but you seem like a really interesting person, safe travels!

 

[MidnightCrypt]

I hope you can find peace

 

[Lilithium]

Safe travels I hope whatever comes next for you brings you the peace you seek

 

[darkandtwisty]

maybe this seems silly, but it was raising canes. box combo with a sweet tea. i have memories attached to it (good and bad), and it never upsets my stomach. it was exactly what i wanted it to be

Damn that sounds delicious!!!! I haven't had raising canes in over two years. Well shit..... now I want a box combo........

All jokes aside (not really a joke, it does sound hella good) I hope you find the peace you are searching for. I've never spoken to you but you sound like you have a beautiful soul. 🕊

 

[Tired_birth_1967]

Good luck.

 

[LittleSunshine]

Whatever you decide, I hope it brings you peace.