Goodbye everyone...

[Griffith_NPD]

This is it, tomorrow (August 19th) I will be going to CTB... All the pain and trauma I've endured and suffered will go away... I just want to be in a dream forever, a dream with me and my love, the only person whom could make me feel happy in this life, I can't feel anything anymore, I couldn't before I met them either... But that's besides the point. I would like to say thank you for everyone who has ever helped/supported me on this journey. I will be leaving via the SN method (Stat dose). My life has been a grim one, a person who is neutral all the time, always empty, possibly considered a manipulator.... I hate it all, I just want to be good enough... I wish I could feel love from others, friends, but I simply cannot. I find it abhorrent to simply live out my life in this manner. Father forgive me.... I deserve this, I truly do. For I understand too much in this world, I understand humans too much. Maybe I'm delusional but I see myself as a genius, someone who values what others can't observe. I may not see the beauty others see, but I can read others like a book and can solve issues others cannot, etc. I wish the best of luck to my love, I hope you will find someone better than me... Thank you, Goodbye everyone

See how the brain plays around
And you fall inside a hole you couldn't see
And you fall inside a hole inside a-
Someone help me
Understand what's going on inside my mind
Doctor I can't tell if I'm not me

 

[Bobbylobby]

Goodbye, wish you best, sleep tight

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry that life brought you to this point. I wish you all the best with your plan. I hope you find peace & freedom. Safe travels and good luck!

 

[venin]

This is it, tomorrow (August 19th) I will be going to CTB... All the pain and trauma I've endured and suffered will go away... I just want to be in a dream forever, a dream with me and my love, the only person whom could make me feel happy in this life, I can't feel anything anymore, I couldn't before I met them either... But that's besides the point. I would like to say thank you for everyone who has ever helped/supported me on this journey. I will be leaving via the SN method (Stat dose). My life has been a grim one, a person who is neutral all the time, always empty, possibly considered a manipulator.... I hate it all, I just want to be good enough... I wish I could feel love from others, friends, but I simply cannot. I find it abhorrent to simply live out my life in this manner. Father forgive me.... I deserve this, I truly do. For I understand too much in this world, I understand humans too much. Maybe I'm delusional but I see myself as a genius, someone who values what others can't observe. I may not see the beauty others see, but I can read others like a book and can solve issues others cannot, etc. I wish the best of luck to my love, I hope you will find someone better than me... Thank you, Goodbye everyone

See how the brain plays around
And you fall inside a hole you couldn't see
And you fall inside a hole inside a-
Someone help me
Understand what's going on inside my mind
Doctor I can't tell if I'm not me

I wish you peace dear friend

Sorry it went this way

 

[Szinuus]

I envy the courage to end this misery.

 

[FuneralCry]

Goodbye, I hope you find true peace from all the suffering.

 

[GasMonkey]

See you on the Other Side.

 

[storm bringer]

"Nature shows that with the growth of intelligence comes increased capacity for pain, and it is only with the highest degree of intelligence that suffering reaches its supreme point"
May you find peace without any more pain, dear human.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[Ruma]

Goodbye and goodluck! Wishing you a swift and peaceful passing x

 

[アホペンギン]

Farewell, my friend. The community will miss you and we hope you have a smooth transition to your dream. I send you my best regards.

 

[AnonAnon1234]

Safe travels and I hope you find peace.

 

[sensation86]

I am sorry life has brought you to this point.
I wish you find the peace and love you deserve

 

[shootemallagain]

gl buddy hope you find peace

my time is almost there

 

[bluebus]

I am so sorry it had to come to this. I hope your journey is swift and peaceful. Safe travels, sending all my love

 

[XenoPyo]

Goodluck and godspeed.

 

[byebyemadworld]

I hope you find eternal peace on the other side.

 

[anhedonicNfoggy]

Good luck, I hope you find peace.

 

[SpaceBoyEvangef]

Best of luck to you, may you rest peacefully.

 

[Holu]

Im happy for you! May your death be nothing but painless and blissful. It's truly the least that you deserve. Thank you for your time here.

No more suffering, no more pain, just serenity. You have fought long enough soldier. Rest well. <3

 

[F&Inside]

Good luck and have peace.
Farewell.

 

[Unattainable666]

I envy the courage to end this misery.

That's how I feel. These folks who are ctb are so brave. I want to die so badly but Im so afraid that I will fuck it up and be a vegetable. If I knew I would definitey die I would. I probably will anyway and hope for the best. Life is just too hard I've lived long enough. The pain is too much

 

[Gonnerr]

Life is a bad dream when you think about it , a few decades of living only in billions of year the universe is, it's a bad nightmare for a lot of people , anyway , i wish you the best, i hope you escape peacefully.

 

[LSDXMT]

Farewell, hopefully it will be peaceful.

 

[N0FWayIneedtogo]

see you soon, hope you succeed and rest in peace for ever

 

[imonadeadline]

As My Time by Bo En goes..

おやすみ おやすみ
Close your eyes and you'll leave this dream
おやすみ おやすみ
I know that it's hard to do

You'll be missed, see you on the otherside.

 

[chop]

hope I'm not late to say my last goodbyes as todays the day of your CTB.

I personally believe you the world didn't deserve someone as honest and good hearted as you, please know if you get SI and don't wanna do it last moment just know we care about you and understand where your coming from.

We wish you the best.

 

[Unattainable666]

I'm so sorry that this world has put you in this position. I wish you nothing but peace. Fly high!

 

[pyroxenic]

Im sorry for everything that had happen to you that you decided you want to go. Goodnight. I hope you will find peace at the other side.

 

[Griffith_NPD]

As My Time by Bo En goes..

おやすみ おやすみ
Close your eyes and you'll leave this dream
おやすみ おやすみ
I know that it's hard to do

You'll be missed, see you on the otherside.

Thank you.... I'm taking the drink in 4 minutes