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Lookoutbelow

Lookoutbelow

Jump to it
Sep 14, 2023
514
Today is the day. My method will be jumping from a 16 story building. It should happen before 6pm CST. Mods if I don't log back in within two days please cross out my name or delete my account. Thank you all!
 
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Neverfeltdeader

Neverfeltdeader

Can you hear me drift away?
Dec 12, 2021
129
Best of luck to you! Hope I'll be able to do the same soon.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
8,063
I'm sorry life brought you to this point. I hope you find peace.
 
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Tears in Rain

Tears in Rain

..............
Dec 12, 2023
858
Today is the day. My method will be jumping from a 16 story building. It should happen before 6pm CST. Mods if I don't log back in within two days please cross out my name or delete my account. Thank you all!
Best of luck @Lookoutbelow, you will be missed from this site! From reading your posts, you are a kind, decent person.
Sorry it came to this, but go in peace!

Here's the last few minutes of the movie Vanilla Sky, where Tom Cruise jumps off a building, with one of my favourite Sigur Ros songs playing in the backyard. May it bring you courage!
Good luck!



P.S.- Are you bringing those area 51 secrets to your grave? 😉
 
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lemonhoney322

lemonhoney322

spreading the love and care :)
Oct 18, 2023
14
hello bud! i really hope you see this message before anything. Things must be tough for u to make this kind of decision but If you ever need to talk i will listen , anything really. i will be here for u , you are not alone in this my friend . Iam so so proud of you , to keep going despite everything that going on. And i want you to continue to do so , not because i want you to suffer again. Never , but i want to show you that good things really can happen , and that tinglings happy feelings will come . Please give it a chance my buddy. We love you , heres a hug hug . :(
 
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until death

maybe it's time to say goodbye
Dec 12, 2023
126
hello bud! i really hope you see this message before anything. Things must be tough for u to make this kind of decision but If you ever need to talk i will listen , anything really. i will be here for u , you are not alone in this my friend . Iam so so proud of you , to keep going despite everything that going on. And i want you to continue to do so , not because i want you to suffer again. Never , but i want to show you that good things really can happen , and that tinglings happy feelings will come . Please give it a chance my buddy. We love you , heres a hug hug . :(
If someone really wants to die we can't stop them
 
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lemonhoney322

lemonhoney322

spreading the love and care :)
Oct 18, 2023
14
If someone really wants to die we can't stop th

If someone really wants to die we can't stop them
sure , it their decision , but what if they really need to be saved deep down , our words could have saved them . I just want them to know that theres still a chance (i know who am i to say since iam not in their shoes idk what hurts them and so on) but i just wished things could have been different , they can be here , laugh and live the best life again. That just what my intention for . I just wish the best for them :)
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Tortured by evil humans
Sep 24, 2020
35,208
Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 
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Reuthry

Reuthry

I just want a way out.
Dec 16, 2023
201
I hope you find peace my friend hoping the best for you
 
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tidal1

tidal1

Member
Oct 30, 2023
74
I hope you find peace and wish you well.
 
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Leavesfromthevine

Leavesfromthevine

Untreated Trauma
Nov 23, 2023
339
Best of luck
 
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Lookoutbelow

Lookoutbelow

Jump to it
Sep 14, 2023
514
Best of luck @Lookoutbelow, you will be missed from this site! From reading your posts, you are a kind, decent person.
Sorry it came to this, but go in peace!

Here's the last few minutes of the movie Vanilla Sky, where Tom Cruise jumps off a building, with one of my favourite Sigur Ros songs playing in the backyard. May it bring you courage!
Good luck!



P.S.- Are you bringing those area 51 secrets to your grave? 😉

Thanks. I believe I am taking them to my grave. That post caused a lot of stress for me. I don't feel like rehashing that again.
 
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Tears in Rain

Tears in Rain

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Dec 12, 2023
858
Thanks. I believe I am taking them to my grave. That post caused a lot of stress for me. I don't feel like rehashing that again.
I get it, I was just kidding. You have enough on your mind today anyway.
Farewell!
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,123
I wish you the best and hope you find your peace whatever you decide on ❤️
 
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cosmic_traveler

cosmic_traveler

Eternal Spirit Experiencing a Human Moment
Dec 23, 2023
311
Today is the day. My method will be jumping from a 16 story building. It should happen before 6pm CST. Mods if I don't log back in within two days please cross out my name or delete my account. Thank you all!
I hope you find peace. Be well on your journey.
 
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sadlyexisting

sadlyexisting

I hate myself
Jun 26, 2023
98
Best of luck, may you find the peace you are searching for!
 
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L0nely

L0nely

Deeming that I were better dead
Oct 28, 2023
186
Seen you often chatting in threads, always nice and helpful. I hope that whatever happens it brings you peace and happiness.
 
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Aim

Aim

🤍
Sep 12, 2023
945
Goodbye, I wish you nothing but peace away from your suffering. Good luck! 💚
 
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Soc

Soc

Member
Dec 9, 2023
71
Goodbye, I've really liked some of your posts and found them interesting. You've also given some good advice. I'm sorry you've decided to leave.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,257
Goodbye, I've really liked some of your posts and found them interesting. You've also given some good advice. I'm sorry you've decided to leave.
A great contributor indeed. We all hope you get the relief you've been longing for. If the other side exists, we hope to meet you there soon.
 
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AshersGirl

AshersGirl

Girl, Interrupted
Apr 29, 2022
386
Thinking of you today. Wishing you peace 🙏🏻
 
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rileywatson

Member
Oct 19, 2023
73
Like AshersGirl, I'll be spend much of today thinking about you. Wishing you peace!
 
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Mayonaise

Mayonaise

Burning up in speed
Dec 8, 2023
323
The first goodbye thread I reply to.
I read some of your posts and didn't know anything about you, but I believe you thoughtfully made your decision.
May you find everlasting peace and happiness. Fly high
 
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LoiteringClouds

LoiteringClouds

Tempus fugit
Feb 7, 2023
3,751
Hello @Lookoutbelow,
You'll make the greatest leap,
Into an eternal sleep -
May peace be what will follow.

To final rest, may you proceed -
@Lookoutbelow, Godspeed 💙💛
 
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absolutelyyou

absolutelyyou

peaceful
Jul 26, 2023
132
I will be holding you in my heart today, I hope you fine peace and I'm so sorry life has dragged you to this point.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,324
Goodbye, i hope you escape peacefully.

Per ardua ad astra.
 
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Necrosis

Necrosis

Literally a bear
Feb 23, 2023
34
Ha det. It was nice seeing you around the site. I hope it gets better for you in whatever way you accept it to be.
 
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ultimategrandfinal

ultimategrandfinal

Hopelessness
Nov 13, 2023
56
I wish I wasn't busy yesterday and here... May you rest in peace...
 
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LunarLynx

LunarLynx

Just a lost spirit searching freedom
Dec 18, 2023
97
Today is the day. My method will be jumping from a 16 story building. It should happen before 6pm CST. Mods if I don't log back in within two days please cross out my name or delete my account. Thank you all!
catch the bus well and have a good night, without waking up 💝
 
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annointed_towers

annointed_towers

Cursed by God
Dec 9, 2022
272
Looks like you're still with us? How are you doing @Lookoutbelow?
 
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