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IWantToGoFast
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- Aug 2, 2021
- 59
The last few days have been in conflict: on one side the wish to die on the other some hope fantasies like mirages that turn you on and then leave you with dust in your mouth, the never ending cycle.
Today I had a good breakfast, I'm looking forward to a nice lunch, dinner I'll skip.
My rope is ready, my mind is set, my heart is racing with fear and joy all in one.
I never thought that I'll say goodbye to a bunch of strangers, but you were more understanding than my friends, in the end I'm not quite alone, and not so lonely after all.
To life I say a warm FUCK YOU, and I hope you never find me again.
To death I say what the fuck took you so long.
Goodbye all, before the sun is set so shall I.
Today I had a good breakfast, I'm looking forward to a nice lunch, dinner I'll skip.
My rope is ready, my mind is set, my heart is racing with fear and joy all in one.
I never thought that I'll say goodbye to a bunch of strangers, but you were more understanding than my friends, in the end I'm not quite alone, and not so lonely after all.
To life I say a warm FUCK YOU, and I hope you never find me again.
To death I say what the fuck took you so long.
Goodbye all, before the sun is set so shall I.