Method Good soup

[Josuyo]

So I found some rope. People said bondage stuff and I heard hemp based stuff is good or sumn to stop chaffing.

Only other thing is tho I am getting all those impulsive feelings of ctb. Like I'm ready to drink bleach. I'm ready to jump off a bridge. I'm ready to jump in front of a train or tape my hands to a pole and hook it onto some power cables.

It's bad guys lol. I'm only holding back cus I don't want to die at home. I don't want to die in the house I was abused in for years.

 

[Nunyabinniss]

Shit man that's some heavy shit brother. Have anyone you can talk to on here or irl? Maybe a cheap hotel room or deep wooded area to CTB instead of at home. Hope all is well as it can be

 

[Josuyo]

Shit man that's some heavy shit brother. Have anyone you can talk to on here or irl? Maybe a cheap hotel room or deep wooded area to CTB instead of at home. Hope all is well as it can be

Yeah I'm gonna try some woods. I have pills I might just be able to overdose on.

If not I could very easily die from exposure if it gets cold enough

 

[FuneralCry]

Methods could fail if you act impulsively, so you should make sure before you attempt that the method is properly planned. I'm sorry things are so bad. It really is horrible being alive. I hope you find peace.

 

[Nunyabinniss]

Methods could fail if you act impulsively, so you should make sure before you attempt that the method is properly planned. I'm sorry things are so bad. It really is horrible being alive. I hope you find peace.

I couldn't agree more