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AveryConure

AveryConure

Some idiot
May 11, 2018
437
When I last posted, I talked about how my mom found my ratchet straps and that I honestly thought my entire plan was fucked and hosed cause she might've had an inkling on what I was trying to do and probably confiscated them somewhere.

Well my cornhole bags came in today. I was about to be extremely disappointed that I might have spent around $40 for nothing until I realized that my stepdad in the past used to be a truck driver and probably still had a couple ratchet straps lying around in his garage.

And lo and behold, he did! I only needed one, so I doubt he's going to notice it missing, and while I felt stupid in buying a big set of them as my stepdad basically had the motherlode in his shack, I feel good that I might've only wasted $18 instead of like 40 or whatever. I got my gorilla tape from my local Walgreens and basically stored everything else for when I'm about ready to go. I even managed to find the right place to hit my carotids with them so while I may have to now force myself to stick around a little bit longer so no one suspects anything is wrong (and fuck it Smash Ultimate is coming out soon too), I feel glad now that anytime my mom either passes out and my stepdad has to go to work I can ctb in peace. Even if I can't do it right away I can keep practicing until I get it working the way I want it.

Until then I'm not sure if I want to stick around after Christmas, but guess at tge end of the year I got what I wanted, so it didn't matter.
 
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BurningLights

BurningLights

He killed himself with his own mind
Jul 2, 2018
709
Good news indeed man, I hope it all works out for you. Good luck.
 
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