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todeswunsch
On overtime in life
- Oct 19, 2023
- 160
As I posted earlier this week, I've planned doing complete suspension. Today is the day. In a couple of ours, late at night, I'll hang my self.
I'm a 29yo autistic man. No friends. No love. No hope. No dreams.
I never felt that life is worth living, but kept going to try proving me wrong. The last few years life is being only pain and suffering. All my greatest fears have come to reality. I'm drowned by trauma, fear and hate. I have no reason to stay. I just want to be gone.
I don't believe in god or afterlife. I don't care about what is next.
My only concern right now is fighting SI. I have to take this opportunity to go, and I can't chicken out.
I have everything setup, just waiting the time. Not sure if I'll leave any notes, or send messages
If I don't show up telling otherwise until monday, mods please cross out my name.
Thanks everyone who I've met here in SaSu.
Good bye
I'm a 29yo autistic man. No friends. No love. No hope. No dreams.
I never felt that life is worth living, but kept going to try proving me wrong. The last few years life is being only pain and suffering. All my greatest fears have come to reality. I'm drowned by trauma, fear and hate. I have no reason to stay. I just want to be gone.
I don't believe in god or afterlife. I don't care about what is next.
My only concern right now is fighting SI. I have to take this opportunity to go, and I can't chicken out.
I have everything setup, just waiting the time. Not sure if I'll leave any notes, or send messages
If I don't show up telling otherwise until monday, mods please cross out my name.
Thanks everyone who I've met here in SaSu.
Good bye