Going to jump from a bridge soon.

[Whitewash11235814]

I think it'll be either later today or tomorrow. I can't take certain BS anymore. I'll still go to the place today to just get a feel for it and if by any chance I won't execute it today, then I definitely will tomorrow.

I'm just gonna fall on my back from 150 feet to concrete. The impact should knock me out unconscious. The hardest part is not the fall, the hardest part is just taking that step off the bridge. Anything else I'll be able to deal with. I also think adrenaline would soak up any initial pain if there were to be any. I have to go for it.

 

[smile418]

Wish you peace. Don't feel pressured to do anything. Much love.

 

[profoundexperience]

May you be free of suffering.
May you have mental happiness.
May you have physical happiness.
May you have ease of well being.

both right now, at this moment... and, if you must, then as well...

 

[AnxietyAttack44]

I wish you luck in your attempt. I wish you peace as you go. I wish i could jump with you. I envy you.

Have a safe flight, and rest well if you choose to go.

 

[Iwantoknow]

I wish you find peace. We are here for you if you decide it not time yet.

 

[disabledandhopeless]

I wish you peace

 

[profoundexperience]

I can't take certain BS anymore.

If you feel like it, maybe could you please "vent"/say a bit more about the BS? E.g., what is the BS? Why is the BS important?

I'm not trying to change your mind.... Just if you're going to go, is it any way possible to release some of that BS before you go...?

 

[Chiyuki99]

I'll be thinking of you today and praying you'll find peace wherever you go, be it in life or death.
And if you want to vent about the BS that you can't take anymore, please feel free to vent about it here.

 

[Whitewash11235814]

My story is very, very long and not many would believe it I think.

In any case, I can safely say that I didn't commit suicide. People, strangers and bystanders pushed me to suicide. My sanity was stolen. I don't need ur "it's psychosis babble". You'd be appalled if you saw my life through my lens.

 

[Deleted member 19276]

Wishing you peace! Don't take crap from anyone.

 

[profoundexperience]

My story is very, very long and not many would believe it I think. ... People, strangers and bystanders pushed me to suicide. My sanity was stolen. I don't need ur "it's psychosis babble". You'd be appalled if you saw my life through my lens.

I'm sorry. I so wish what happened to you hadn't happened. And I so wish what's happening now to you wasn't happening. I wish I was a better person so I could know what to do to help more....

You say what happened wasn't psychosis. I trust you. And that's good enough for me....

 

[ghostgirl1995]

Wash you didn't deserve any of that. I wish you peace aswell

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Bro I'm gonna miss you. Good luck, haunt me if you get a chance.

 

[lostangel]

I wish you the best.

 

[illbeinthegarage]

everytime i see pyke i will think of you, fuck it, ill even play a game as him to honor you. ill miss having you to talk to in chat about league and confuse the non epic gamers with our bullshit. it will be over soon and i hope you finally get some peace. i will remember you while im here and soon follow hopefully. good luck man xxx <3

 

[illbeinthegarage]

thinking of you x

 

[Deleted member 17949]

thinking of you x

Did he do it? Fug man, wash senpai

 

[illbeinthegarage]

Did he do it? Fug man, wash senpai

i have no idea, ive been refreshing news on the place he said he'd jump from but nothing there. ive no idea what happened im just hoping he's okay

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Same ngl. Gonna be sad boy hours if wash is gone

 

[illbeinthegarage]

Same ngl. Gonna be sad boy hours if wash is gone

been thinking about it all day

 

[illbeinthegarage]

i miss you, plsase be safe x

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

Are you with us?

 

[Deleted member 17949]

No word from wash from some time. The pain is real.

 

[Heavy]

No word from wash from some time. The pain is real.

Doesn't mean anything.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Doesn't mean anything.

idk man someone saying that they are going to end their life and then ceasing communication is a little concerning if you ask me

 

[Heavy]

idk man someone saying that they are going to end their life and then ceasing communication is a little concerning if you ask me

Still, we have no idea.

 

[illbeinthegarage]

ive been keeping up on news for the place he said he'd jump. nothing there. maybe he got caught and is in psych ? i don't know. i hope wherever he is, he's not hurting

 

[Whitewash11235814]

UPDATE: Got hospitalized for 8 days. Planning on doing it sometime this week. We'll see

 

[Deleted member 17949]

Ay well I'm glad you're alive at least, though kinda sucks that you ended up hurt. Please try not to do anything too sudden though, there's no rush.

 

[Anonymoussn]

UPDATE: Got hospitalized for 8 days. Planning on doing it sometime this week. We'll see

Sorry to hear you got hospitalized. Did you get caught trying to jump? It's ok if you would rather not talk about it.