Going to do the SN method today

[VickyJust]

I had last year attempted and failed the night-night method and was in the state hospital for a month. I am again in the same position and feeling hopeless.

I want to do the SN method today. I had ordered SN(NaNO_2) from amazon and I have been tracking and they said it would be delivered today. I also ordered a weight scale and tagamet. I have clonazapeam and escitalopram with me. I have stimulants with me too. I weigh around 130 pounds. I don;t have any antiemitics or dopamine blockers with me. I did order travel sickness which might be again delivered today. I am a weakling who can't handle much pain. I plan to switch off my phone and make sure it has no charge so I can't call 911. I have to do by a few days as my parents are not home. I have a very weak stomach and taking ibuprofen gives me so much stomach pain.

I could go to the store and buy aspirin or paracetmol. I have flu severe cold and cough medicine. Would that be a substitute for anything? Please help with suggestions and for any reason I can't be admitted to hospital as that is just so horrible for my parents an everyone. I think everyone would be glad if I died and hopefully they find me in two days and think I died naturally or something. Could I attempt sucessfully with what I have?

 

[itsmeagain]

I had last year attempted and failed the night-night method and was in the state hospital for a month. I am again in the same position and feeling hopeless.

I want to do the SN method today. I had ordered SN(NaNO_2) from amazon and I have been tracking and they said it would be delivered today. I also ordered a weight scale and tagamet. I have clonazapeam and escitalopram with me. I have stimulants with me too. I weigh around 130 pounds. I don;t have any antiemitics or dopamine blockers with me. I did order travel sickness which might be again delivered today. I am a weakling who can't handle much pain. I plan to switch off my phone and make sure it has no charge so I can't call 911. I have to do by a few days as my parents are not home.

I could go to the store and buy aspirin or paracetmol. I have flu severe cold and cough medicine. Would that be a substitute for anything? Please help with suggestions and for any reason I can't be admitted to hospital as that is just so horrible for my parents an everyone. I think everyone would be glad if I died and hopefully they find me in two days and think I died naturally or something. Could I attempt sucessfully with what I have?

Sweetheart, they will know that you didn't die naturally if they bring you to the ER. They will know that you have taken SN, your blood will be a different color and you'll be a little blue in some places.

I'm going to be doing the night night method too soon. Couldyou tell me what happened and how you failed? Were you discovered?

But please do yourself a favor and check out the SN megathread here on the forums. It doesn't seem like you know everything about it just yet sweetheart. Not to be mean or anything, I stilldon't know everything about Night Night, but you don't want to mess this thing up sweetheart.

I hope you find peace.

 

[VickyJust]

Thanks for the reply. I didn;t die for a long time with the night night method and had taken alcohol with clonozapeam and my friend was banging the door and I had to let her in and seeing me she called 911 I think. I am not sure about all the details.
Here was my thread: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/implementing-the-night-night-method.14038/

I did read the megathread but are we supposed to follow the exact method. COuld I post this message in the megathread too or is it wrong to post multiple times?

 

[Steamm]

I wish you the best, next week it's me turn

 

[itsmeagain]

Thanks for the reply. I didn;t die for a long time with the night night method and had taken alcohol with clonozapeam and my friend was banging the door and I had to let her in and seeing me she called 911 I think. I am not sure about all the details.
Here was my thread: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/implementing-the-night-night-method.14038/

I did read the megathread but are we supposed to follow the exact method. COuld I post this message in the megathread too or is it wrong to post multiple times?

I think if you explain yourself, you're fine. As long as you're not deliberately blowing up threads and trying to bother people, I think you'll be fine. Just be sure to post the link and ask people maybe in that megathread if they could help, but you didn't do anything wrong posting here. <3

 

[VickyJust]

I wish you the best, next week it's me turn

Could you share your research please? Do you think I could be successful and give some suggestions for me based on my scenario. Thank you!

 

[Steamm]

Could you share your research please? Do you think I could be successful and give some suggestions for me based on my scenario. Thank you!

to be honest I didn't even read the megathread, just bought the SN and waiting it to arrive. On the otherside, I've read a few topics about user who commited suicide that way. My plan is basically wait the SN arrive, put in a glass of water and drink it.

 

[itsmeagain]

to be honest I didn't even read the megathread, just bought the SN and waiting it to arrive. On the otherside, I've read a few topics about user who commited suicide that way. My plan is basically wait the SN arrive, put in a glass of water and drink it.

You should read the megathread hon. There are more risks of you jsut throwing it up and being in pain, or you not being able to down enough of it if you don't allocate it correctly.

 

[VickyJust]

Thank you @itsmeagain. I second your comment and I am very anxious about that. @Steamm you don;t want to end up in the hospital. I have had two long stays and none of them were useful for me.

 

[itsmeagain]

Thank you @itsmeagain. I second your comment and I am very anxious about that. @Steamm you don;t want to end up in the hospital. I have had two long stays and none of them were useful for me.

If you need to PM me sweetie, you are more than welcome. I'm also in the general chit chat. <3