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dkdkdkdkkd

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Jun 16, 2023
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I'm going to do it tomorrow, i've already done everything so it'll be easy for my family to go through my phone after, deleted everything miscellaneous from my phone and withdrew some cash for the family. it feels so weird seeing people on my work knowing they have no idea but will find out in a couple of days about it. i don't feel sad nor happy, i'm a little worried what will happen if my attempt will be unsuccessful bcs i wrote a couple of letters i plan on sending with scheduled message option and i'm not a fan of sending someone a goodbye then waking up next morning realizing i'm still alive. however, i'm done, there's nothing else i need to do to prepare, just wait for the day to come, which is tomorrow. i know that people will get mad at me for choosing this time, but there's no better time and there won't be. i wish i could tell someone about it in advance, but what's the point if they'll find out eventually. i don't feel sorry for anyone though, i just want to be gone already, without all these complications. i'm just hoping that everything will go smoothly. if you have any questions, please ask
 
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GoSan1

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Nov 7, 2024
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I'm going to do it tomorrow, i've already done everything so it'll be easy for my family to go through my phone after, deleted everything miscellaneous from my phone and withdrew some cash for the family. it feels so weird seeing people on my work knowing they have no idea but will find out in a couple of days about it. i don't feel sad nor happy, i'm a little worried what will happen if my attempt will be unsuccessful bcs i wrote a couple of letters i plan on sending with scheduled message option and i'm not a fan of sending someone a goodbye then waking up next morning realizing i'm still alive. however, i'm done, there's nothing else i need to do to prepare, just wait for the day to come, which is tomorrow. i know that people will get mad at me for choosing this time, but there's no better time and there won't be. i wish i could tell someone about it in advance, but what's the point if they'll find out eventually. i don't feel sorry for anyone though, i just want to be gone already, without all these complications. i'm just hoping that everything will go smoothly. if you have any questions, please ask
I hope you find peace in your choice. While not jealous, I really would want to do it too. Always was my worst enemy tho, so nothing new here...

For the planned messages, you can revert them, so they never will be sent. They are often in either the draft tab, or the sent tab and you can just delete them.

Sorry it has gotten this far. It all sucks.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand just wanting to be gone, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.
 
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needthebus

needthebus

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Apr 29, 2024
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wwhwhy
I'm going to do it tomorrow, i've already done everything so it'll be easy for my family to go through my phone after, deleted everything miscellaneous from my phone and withdrew some cash for the family. it feels so weird seeing people on my work knowing they have no idea but will find out in a couple of days about it. i don't feel sad nor happy, i'm a little worried what will happen if my attempt will be unsuccessful bcs i wrote a couple of letters i plan on sending with scheduled message option and i'm not a fan of sending someone a goodbye then waking up next morning realizing i'm still alive. however, i'm done, there's nothing else i need to do to prepare, just wait for the day to come, which is tomorrow. i know that people will get mad at me for choosing this time, but there's no better time and there won't be. i wish i could tell someone about it in advance, but what's the point if they'll find out eventually. i don't feel sorry for anyone though, i just want to be gone already, without all these complications. i'm just hoping that everything will go smoothly. if you have any questions, please ask
why do you want to die?
 
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dkdkdkdkkd

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Jun 16, 2023
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wwhwhy

why do you want to die?
well i just don't want to do it anymore, it's not about some kind of pain or anything, just the thought that i need to live, i need to do something, i need to try hard to live a good life makes me feel terrible and i don't want to live anymore, life is hard and i'm not build for it, i guess
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
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I hope that your transition goes smooth & painlessly & that love & peace find you🤗🌹💔
 
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whereas

whereas

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Dec 12, 2024
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Will hopefully do the same with my phone/laptop, and also send scheduled emails. Hope everything goes well
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Best wishes for finding peace.
 
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