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luxz

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Sep 10, 2023
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Living with this guilt is not living.


It's a slow and painful death, which is the very least I deserve.


I hate to sleep because all I see is their faces and all I hear is their screams.


My bro says it was the only choice but he grows more troubled by the day.


He knows, we all know... Lord forgive us. 🙏


Im going to take my mother on a trip on my cessna and have some good time with her Im going to write 2 envelopes one is a farewell letter to my mother and to make her get all my wealth all my properties are in my mother name already so I'm not worried this letter I want her to read after I am gone so I will tell her to open it the next day and the other envelope will be the location of all the things I did so the police find it and the families get closure.
Am going to ctb in my warehouse by gun before I do it I will call the police so they find my body.
Please lord forgive me for my sins. Amen
 
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FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best with your plans, I hope you find what you are searching for.
 
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Jul 10, 2023
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Good luck, I hope you find peace and have a smooth transition.
 
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luxz

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Sep 10, 2023
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I just read this Im sorry for this shit organizing i was shaking while writing it I never talked about this not even to myself
 

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