going to be on the cover of a magazine but I want to ctb before it’s released to the public

[thrashisland]

I meant to ctb last year but so many great opportunities to be remembered and known for what I want to be have pushed back the due date. I got offered to be on the cover of a semi popular magazine and got interviewed a bunch but I fear I want to ctb before it gets released. It feels so cruel since so many people were involved in the lovely production but I seriously can't wait any longer. The plan is set. I feel bad because maybe it'll make them restart the whole issue but I don't know what to do. I want to ctb on an important date to me….. fuckkkkkkkkkk

 

[Jadeith]

Just my opinion but every time i see post like "i have to ctb on or before certain date", it feels kinda wrong because it either signifies some sort of pressure (i have to) or need to make a statement (certain date). Neither ctbing under pressure nor sending a message via ctb is a way to go, for me at least.

 

[nogods4me]

What do you do that landed you this kind of semi celebrity?