Story Going through the motions......

[MsMaudlin]

The time to CTB is fast approaching, just need to get a birthday out of the way and I'm gone.
Sick of just going through the motions of life.
Highlight of the week is the shopping delivery.
The house is getting worse and worse but I physically can't clean it much.
I'm so sad, I failed at everything, already fucked my kids heads up, one of those keeps attempting suicide (they are adult and moved away) , I have failed at everything, only thing I ever did right was pass my driving test.
I'm a mess
❤

 

[Disco Biscuit]

It's all going to be ok - even in death. You're a kind and loving person and that's all that matters.

 

[aukguy]

I value your feedback into my situation greatly - you are in no way a failure. Sometimes I think our depressive sides see things through foggy glasses which isnt what others are seeing. Letting your kids know that you love them is the most important thing, I've told mine that everyday and everytime I know speak to them.

Keep smiling my dear Maud.

 

[TAW122]

I'm sorry to hear about that @MsMaudlin. My life isn't great either and I'm just putting on appearances IRL as to not alarm, draw suspicion to what my ultimate objective is (to CTB).

 

[Jumper Geo]

Sorry you sound down how can we cheer you up, can't you place another shopping order they are great, I logged onto Tesco's and I got a next day delivery spot for £1.50 woohoo the trouble is I buy rubbish, multi pack quavers and cheese and onion crisps, Stella lager and chocolate, lol there are lot's of children and young adults out there suffering as they had selfish violent parents but you seem to have a kind all children move away it's part of being independent but they always come back when there is trouble.

The best thing about being an SS member if your child attempts to CTB you know if it was real or a cry for help, I can't really help with that but it will be hard for you to CTB when your child has that frame of mind.

Can't you get support with the house work some how, you haven't got your 3000 likes yet so you can't leave us, .

Take care

Cheers

Geo

 

[Lostandfound7]

Hey Beautiful,

I know it's hard for u to believe me right now, but u r NOT a fuck up..
U r an AMAZING MOM that is doing the very best SHE can! Periodt!
I can show u fucked up moms. Ur absolutely not one of them..I happen to know that if there was anything in ur power that u could do to help ur child, u wouldn't hesitate to do it..

Plz b easy on yourself..Parents r not to blame for EVERYTHING their children do..I made some extremely poor choices in my young adult life, which were of NO reflection of my wonderful parents...Ur child is just having a rough time right now, like most of the world...

Wish I could come n help u clean♡..

U know that I am here for u. Always.♡♡♡

 

[all_pointless]

Wish you piece of mind

 

[Hopeindeath!]

You care a lot about your children, and from what I can tell you did the best you could.